1. It's been a week since that day
2. Every night, jisoo insists on sleeping on the sofa while I take her bed
3. She said it was to make up for forcing me to sleep on the sofa for weeks before
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1. But that's not the real reason, is it?
2. I can feel her on and off distance,
3. The way she's trying so hard to act like I don't exist even when I suddenly came to her room
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1. I can't even tell what's going on in her head or in mine anymore...
2. "Stop preparing meals or taking care of me if you don't like me!!"
3. "?"
1. Does she treat every girl like this?
2. Nothing more had happened between us.
1. Maybe I should visit mom today. It's been a while
1. Though, every time I come to see her,
2. Even thinking about it makes me uneasy
3. Like an itch I can't scratch,
1. This unease.
2. I don't know if I can face her... Or the guilt that gnaws at me every time I walk into that sterile hospital room
1. Maybe because
1. Maybe because I've done too many things wrong,
1. The sky's so clear today,
1. And jisoo's gone out to see her uncle this morning.
1. Her uncle this morning,
1. But why does this fear keep creeeping up on me?
2. Could it be because I forgot to take my medication yesterday?
1. "?"
1. What is that?
1. ...what? Five million?
2. What's going on? Why this amount?
1. She had never sent me such a large sum before
2. All the money she's given me every month,
7. I've barely touched any of it.... Except for that one time... That day when mom had to be rushed to the icu
8. While she was out of the country
1. ... Mom...?
1. Could it be ....mom has...?
2. "I saw Kim Jisoo at the entrance,"
3. "So I thought it would be uncomfortable for you if we meet"
6. "You could at least stop to say that"
8. "Come to the hospital."
9. "I need to see you"
1. "Hhah"
2. trembling
1. No... No, no, that's not it.
1. Pull yourself together, jung aerin...
2. There's no need to panic
3. It's just the meds, just the side effects, messing with your head again
1. But why else would unnie send me this much money?
1. Should I tell jisoo?
1. "....."
1. What if she returns and doesn't see me?
2. Would she be worried that I ran off?
1. After all,
2. She's been helping me through everything these past few weeks...
1. If it wasn't for jisoo, I'd probably still be out on the streets or swallowing my pride to rely on unnie's money
1. Maybe I should not keep it from her,
2. "I'm going to see my mom at the hospital. I'll be back tonight"
1. "Sorry for avoiding you last time"
1. "Mom's awake!"
1. At that moment, I couldn't feel anything at all
1. I'm really trash, aren't I?
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