Hate That I Like You

· @webtoon_addict· Halley D

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Kapitel 157

1. Why are you so focused on your pain? 2. And pretending not to see she's broken too?

1. "Jisoo ah..."

1. "...?!"

1. "W-When did you get back?" 2. "Jisoo. Why are you crying?" 3. "....." 4. "Why are you sitting here... crying like that?"

1. "...What? You must be seeing things." 2. "I'm not crying."

1. "Jisoo, ...can you be honest with me at least once.."

1. "I already know everything." 2. "My sister told me." 3. "...?"

1. "...Your sister? ... What did she tell you?" 2. "Everything."

1. "Everything you've been hiding from me for the past month." 2. "...."

1. T...this much... It's...three times my old dose.

1. "Are you an idiot?" 2. "When you're hurting so much that you have to take medication, you're supposed to tell me"

1. "I'm not a mind reader, Jisoo." 2. "You always smile... like nothing happened so I thought you didn't care" 3. "I... I just didn't want to burden you any more than I already have."

1. "Burden me? How could you ever see yourself that way?" 2. "You've already"

1. "...You've already gone through enough." 2. "W..While me... Just this little," 3. "If I could just hold it togethe-"

1. ""A little"? You can't eat, you can't sleep, you hide in your room and cry every night and still try to smile in front of me...!! and you call that a little?!" 2. "If Yoonhee unnie hadn't told me, were you planning to hide it from me forever?!"

1. "...I can handle it." 2. "Jisoo...Don't you get it? All I want is your honesty!" 3. "I...If... I start.... talking about"

1. "...It'll sound... like I'm asking for your pity" 2. "...." 3. "As if..."

1. "As...if I'm trying to compete with your pain" 2. "And then... you'll hate me more. .... hate me for it." 3. "I....I don't want that." 4. "I just want you to make you...feel happy ...again."

1. "....."

1. "I'm really sorry, ... Aerin"

1. "Until now... I haven't properly said those words to you..." 2. "I'm sorry for everything."

1. "For deciding things on my own, thinking I was doing the right thing... for never stopping to ask what you felt." 2. "I wasn't strong enough to protect you from your cruel mother."

1. "I'm sorry I couldn't save Haesoo..." 2. "I..really never... wanted her to die.."

1. "I never wanted to kill Haesoo...please believe me" 2. "You and Haesoo... ...c..could you...not blame me..."

1. "Please...don't yell at me like that ..." 2. "I swear, I didn't mean for any of it to happen..." 3. Every time I remember holding her lifeless body in my arms..

1. "Every time I hear your voice screaming that I'm a murderer..."

1. "It feels like both of you are.... choking me." 2. "This keeps... appearing in my dreams every day..." 3. "It's like my head's about to split open. ...It never... stops." 4. "It so hurts."

1. "It still hurts right here... those memories eat me alive every day.." 2. "I know ... I'm a terrible mother...and lover... I'm not good enough..."

1. "I'm sorry... I'm so sorry.... .....I failed to protect ....both of you"

1. "Aerin, carrying pain forever was heavier than letting go" 2. "You're not planning to end up like mom, are you?"

1. "....." 2. No. I don't want to be like her

1. All this time, I've lived thinking that pain belonged only to me

1. Forgetting that love doesn't work that way

1. Forgetting that love is a story written by two people

1. By the time I understood that 2. My wounds

1. My wounds had already spilled over, becoming the despair of the girl I loved most, slowly killing her from the inside. 2. "The one... who's terrible ...is me"

1. "...?" 2. "I'm sorry.. I said those things on purpose to hurt you" 3. "Because I didn't know any other way to make you see how broken I was"

1. "You were just trying to be there for me...yet I"

1. I was selfish.... 2. I only thought about my own pain.... 3. I never once looked at yours. 4. I...didn't know how to love without hurting each other