1. "She's my old piano teacher I mentioned before."
2. "Who is she?"
3. Who is this umehara-sensei?
4. Always looking over me
5. She started teaching me when I was little
6. "...... Really..."
7. "But she sometimes felt like a kind neighbourhood onee-san..."
8. "I guess she was my teacher... For the most part"
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1. She's someone I admire.
2. Hmmm...
3. Hmmmmm...
1. "People rely on you too."
2. "You must've done that before."
3. "...when that happens"
4. "Is that doing everything on your own?"
5. "I know you said you want to be independent but..."
6. "Have you ever thought they were irresponsible?"
7. "I have plenty of things I can't do alone."
8. "Right?"
9. "...I haven't..."
1. "I'm sorry..."
2. "That's quite out of the blue..."
3. "That's not what I..."
4. "So I'm a walking dictionary, am I?"
5. "I don't know what it means anymore..."
6. "This feels like gestaltzerfall...*"
7. It's hard to tell when he's joking...
8. "I'm joking."
9. "I thought you would be able to teach me the proper meaning, miura-sensei..."
1. "And that encompasses into a direct expression of your own feelings, what you want."
2. "Generally, it means your heart being drawn to an ideal person or thing."
3. "So, the meaning of "Admiration""
4. "Things like talent and success... Even personality and lifestyle."
5. "It evokes the feeling of "I want to become like that person""
6. I want to be a piano teacher...?
7. No, no, no...
8. "In other words..."
9. ""I admire that baseball player" or"
10. ""I admire the slow life""
11. "And so on."
1. "Its meanings differ quite a lot from the "To admire" of today..."
2. "Ah... There's also..."
3. "Looking at the old synonyms of its origins, you get"
4. ""Wandering around aimlessly" or "To become absentminded" ...and the like"
6. Yearning for people or items
7. That you will never obtain.
8. "Does that mean..."
9. "......"
1. Why did I just bite my tongue...?
2. "Li..."
3. What...?
4. "......"
1. "Asjdhdk!!?"
2. "So isn't "Admiring someone" and "Liking someone" the same thing? ...in essence."
3. "But doesn't that really mean..."
4. "... It's fine."
5. "Don't say it out loud...!!"
6. "I'm sorry..."
7. "Admiring someone..."
8. "Liking someone...?"
1. "Actually"
2. "In a broader sense, you're right."
3. "There is no shortage of people who mix it up with liking someone romantically."
4. "......"
5. "Wah...!!"
6. "Even searching it up will couple it with "Like"."
7. "I don't think so."
8. "So, is it the same?"
1. "An emotion you direct to someone you want to get closer to."
2. "Whereas, liking someone"
3. "Is wanting to keep them near..."
4. "As I explained earlier, admiring someone is"
5. "Recognising the feeling that someone exists out of your reach."
6. "You've thought about it that much..."
8. "Huh..."
9. "...anyhow, that's the answer I've come to after years of thinking."
10. "What sort of people..."
11. "......"
12. "....?"
13. "No, it's probably because I'm a japanese teacher."
14. "I've had a lot of people come to me for advice about it."
1. "Eh?"
2. "Please do."
3. "I'll answer because you asked, okay?"
4. "People who are in love,"
5. "Just like now."
7. "I've got my next lesson to prepare, so I'll take my leave..."
8. "Haaah!?"
9. "Wait, sensei!!"
1. "Eeh..."
2. "Experience is the best teacher."
3. "Miura-sensei!!"
4. "You're wrong about me, got it!?"
5. "He's so wrong."
6. "Admiring someone and liking someone is different."
7. "If anything, because someone is far from you, you can fall for them..."
8. "I feel like I can reach her so it's not like I've fallen for her..."
9. "But even love."
1. Why am I worrying about this so much!?
2. And like
3. "And that's it!!"
4. "Saki said she'd like that."
5. "I said I wanted to go to her recital so I asked for a pamphlet."
1. Feelings I don’t understand are piling up
2. But
3. I remember back to when I fought with ayano
4. ...... It’s a bit different, but...
5. Ayano
6. ...said that, but...
1. The biggest problem between us was
2. That I didn't try to get to know her.
3. I took from her, not giving back...
4. Anything she might have wanted from me
5. I completely disregarded
1. "Anyways, kanon-chann."
2. "What!?"
3. "...um?"
4. "Have you decided what you'll do on sports day!?"
1. "That's right ~~!!"
2. "Oh yeah, we were given this to fill in."
3. "Don't remind me, senpai."
4. "And after that we have exams..."
5. "Just when the culture festival ends, it's sports day... No rest for the wicked, is there?"
6. "Sports day..."
7. "Sports day..."
1. I didn't even bother actually participating
2. In middle school
3. But
4. Now...
1. "What's wrong, kanon-chan!?"
2. Why do I think of saki at every chance I get!?
3. "Tired? Did you hit your head!?"
4. "What's... With me..."
5. "Oikawa-san!?"
6. "Are you seriously okay!?"
7. What is this...
1. Really, what's up with her?
2. I wonder if she's tired.
3. "NO IDEA."
5. "HAAAH"
6. "NOT HUNGRY..."
7. "YOU'VE BARELY TOUCHED IT."
8. "THANKS FOR DINNER..."
1. "........."
2. "It's not like I'm ill..."
3. "Are you feeling okay!?"
4. "Onee-chan!!"
5. "See ya..."
6. "I'll eat it later if I'm hungry..."
7. "Hang on..."
8. "Eh"
9. "Wait in your room."
10. "I'm almost done with dinner so help me study!!"
1. "......"
2. "I guess that's fine..."
3. What's with rinne
4. Even though she always says I'm crap at teaching.
5. Again with saki
6. ............
7. She said saki is easier to understand...
1. Why am I only capable of thinking about saki!?
2. I'm always thinking about
3. ...no... It's not about saki
4. Myself
1. I want to to be with saki during sports day...
2. I want to be more careful so I don't get into more fights like with ayano in middle school
3. I want to know more about saki and umehara-sensei
4. "...I'm"
5. "Even though I said I wanted to get to know saki better..."
6. "That's why you've been so spacey."
7. "...I get it nowww~~"
8. "So bad at communicating..."
9. "Rinne!?"
1. "......"
2. "Why do you know about that?"
3. "Oops"
4. "So it's about the pamphlet for saki's piano recital?"
5. "Did she say something?"
6. "But because of that, uh... She didn't stop to think about what you wanted...!? Or something..."
7. "Um... She was just trying to be considerate!? Oh, well, if you've been watching saki, it was obvious"
8. "Rinne..."
1. "You're... Really in touch with your surroundings."
2. "Maybe it's because I isolated myself for a period of time."
3. "I'm not."
4. "How much distance I should put between me and my friends... Or how to act around them."
5. "I don't know"
1. "It's a problem with my personality."
2. "No. My hearing has nothing to do with it."
3. "...that's not your fault..."
4. "You've got your ear issues and such."
5. She is quite the diva~ that's the root of it...
6. "I was completely reliant on ayano..."
7. "I feel like I was like this even before losing my hearing..."
8. "It's silly to think about, but..."
9. "At this point..."
10. "......"
1. Enter my personal space, I wonder...
2. ...how does saki so naturally
3. "...onee-chan."
4. Saki's amazing...
5. I don't dislike it at all
1. "It's not natural at all!!"
2. "From how I see it"
3. "Your eyes looked dead!!"
4. "When you fought with ayano-san"
5. "I'll only say this now because it's been brought up!!"
6. "...eh"
7. "You isolated yourself from everyone around you."
8. "Just like you said earlier"
9. "Like you'd been stabbed with a knife"
10. "Because I'm your sister!?"
1. She thought
2. So saki approaching you was not
3. At all...
4. Normal!!
5. And decided to approach you.
6. "I can't hear you."
7. "What're you talking about?"
8. "And that's why she didn't fold to my nastiness at all..."
1. "Ah, yes"
2. "I'll go ahead"
3. "And say it!!"
4. "Speaking of, I've also been thinking about this a lot too, y'know!?"
5. "Sorry...?"
6. Was probably because of saki's nature.
7. What made you think it was natural
8. "It's not like it's your fault though"
9. "Maybe partially?"
10. "Right..."
11. You don't need to do the same thing.
1. "I also admire how she goes about interacting with everyone~"
2. "Admiration"
3. "...I"
4. "That's the spirit."
5. "I'll try my best in my own way."
6. "Yeah... you're right."
7. "probably do want to become like Saki."
8. "what's with that"
9. "Aah, I'm good."
10. "What about studying?"
11. "So..."
1. That can't be right.
2. Hey, I've thought of this before...
3. When it's about myself, I really don't...
4. "I really don't get it."
1. I didn't understand it and ended up not finishing my personal novel.
2. A feeling similar to what I felt when watching the fireworks with saki...
3. That's right
4. Really tried to get to know saki.
5. I
6. It was from that moment
7. Thinking back to it now...
8. And I
9. Remembered these feelings
10. I get it now
11. "..."
1. And beyond getting to know her
2. I must have to face saki.
3. I might be able to identify
4. The truth behind these feelings.
8. If you enjoy this manga, consider supporting the author.
9. I don't know when/if we'll do the next chapter. But I hope you enjoyed this one. I sure did.
2. page 05:
3. Gestaltzerfall is a phenomenon that boils down to an object losing its shape/meaning when you stare at it for too long. Think of when you write the same word over and over. After the umpteenth time, it requires more thinking to write and doesn't even look like a word anymore.
4. page 07:
5. (akugaru) is where (akogareru), meaning 'to look up to someone/thing' comes from. It is now obsolete.
6. "NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE IN JANUARY"
7. "MERRY CHRISTMAS!!"