2. This is the most confusing arrangement I've ever been part of.
3. I might not have wanted a physical relationship when I first came here, but ever so slowly, kir's gentle demeanor and quiet nature won me over.
4. I want her to feel about me the way I do about her.
5. I want to explore these new feelings of arousal bubbling up inside me.
6. She's an asshole
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1. ...asshole.
2. A sexy, yet evil woman.
3. I wasn't even asking for anything in return, I'd just wanted yo touch her tonight, innocently at first, and then well, not-so-innocently but even that was off-limits.
4. It wasn't a harsh wake up call about my arrangement with this woman.
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1. I'll move my things into one of the guest rooms.
2. I don't care about her need for company.
3. "Ah.. Ah.."
4. I'm still too hot and excited.
5. "Ahh.. Ahh.. Gah.."
6. I rarely touch myself this way, feeling insecure and strange most of the time...
7. "Ahh..."
1. "Ahh.."
2. "Mmmh.. Ngh.."
3. Tonight is not one of hers.
4. "Ahh.. Ah.."
5. I need this release as much as if it were my next breath.
6. "Ahh.. Ahh. Fuck..."
7. "Ngh.."
1. "Oh..."
2. Why do awkward things always happen to me?!
3. Holy fuck.
1. I'd assume all along that ji yeon didn't want me touching her.
2. But after tonight when I'd stopped her and removed her hands from me, she's come upstairs and was now pleasuring herself.
3. "..."
4. Pushing her away was the hardest fucking time of my life.
5. I didn't want her touching me out of some strange sense of obligation, or because she she thought she owed me.
6. "..."
1. But her flushed cheeks and her kneeling, indicated to me at that moment, that she had not done anything out of obligation.
2. Ji yeon wanted me
3. "..."
4. I can't think or see well
1. All I can do is watch her while the blood flows uncontrollably through my veins...
2. "..."
3. She is charming and different, like an exotic animal that I could observe for hours.
4. "Uh?"
1. The touch of her wet skin against mine feels so good, it's the best feeling in the world...
2. We've been holding back for a long time...
3. Living in the same space, sharing a bed, having dinner together, all while avoiding the sexual tension building between us.
1. I had thought it was just me, but seeing the evidence of her excitement is too much.
2. I'm too hot.
3. "You want me."
5. "I..."
1. "Say it."
2. "I..."
3. "I want you."
4. Hell, I had forgotten how soft and juicy her lips were.
1. Her lips were,
2. Tastes like wine, and I devour every bit of it I can.
3. My hands slide over her curves to hold her butt and bring her closer...
4. She wants this as much as I do, which doesn't make
1. Doesn't make our situation any easier or less confusing.
2. It's a mental chaos.
3. A battle that I know I'll lose.
4. I'd been denying my desire for her for weeks...
5. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
6. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
1. I'd been holding back from something that wasn't even mine...
2. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
3. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
4. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
5. But tonight, when she looked for me, I realize now that it was her decision...
6. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
7. I want nothing more than to feel the warmth of her soft curves adjusting to my chest.
8. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
9. The whisper of her hot breath brushing against my neck is more intimate than I expected.
10. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
1. Her body is pressing hard against mine...
2. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
3. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
4. She is giving herself to me...
5. That knowledge is something very strong, but I'm not going to abuse my power.
6. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
7. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
8. I take a deep breath and promise to slow down... To take my time.
1. "Lets go to bed."
2. I breathe against her neck...
3. "I want to see how you masturbate."
1. I don't want to make her feel ashamed of getting her caught.
2. Shit, she caught me watching porn and masturbating the other night, though we didn't even talk about it.
1. She didn't respond, but I took her right hand in mine, the hand she was using to touch herself...
2. ...and puts it between her legs.
3. A heavy sigh escapes her lips as she presses her fingers into the bud of her clit.
4. "I feel how swollen your clit is."
5. "Touch it for me, make me feel good."
1. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
2. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
3. She's doing amazingly well, she's devilishly sexy...
4. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
5. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
6. I feel like a big fool for having her wait.
7. I am not a sick person, a sadist who forces a woman to be subdued.
1. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
2. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
3. Knowing that she wants this as much as I do changes everything.
4. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
5. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
6. Well, almost everything.
7. She's still a virgin and I've been pushing her away.
1. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
2. "Ahh.. Ahh.."
3. Nothing will spoil this moment, having a wet, naked and willing ji yeon in my arms.
4. "Ahhh... Ahh..mmh.."
1. "Ahh... Ahhh.."
2. "Ahh... Ahhh.."
3. "Calm down baby, slowly."
4. T/n: guys I'm shaking she called her baby!!%$#$
5. "Ohh.. Ahhh.."
6. "Ngh.. Mmh.."
7. "Ahh... Ahhh.."
8. "Ahh... Ahhh.."
1. "Ohh.. Ahhh.."
2. "Ngh.. Mmh.."
1. "Ahhhhhh!"
2. "Do you like the way I touch you on this tight little hole?"
4. "Ahh.. Ahhh.."
5. "Oh my god... Yes!"
1. I am very happy, completely, absolutely happy and satisfied.
2. My mouth captures hers and we start kissing, hungrily, taking my time to explore every inch of her tongue with mine.
3. I can't live without her.
4. I can't deny it, it's all I think about and it's all I want.
1. I love you, kir.
1. Kir wakes me up in the morning with tender kisses.
2. "Does that feel nice, sweetness?"
3. "Yes."
1. We're lying on the bed, facing each other.
2. I should feel self-conscious about our shower and bed activities, but all I feel is blissfully happy and relaxed.
1. Knowing kir wanted me just as badly as I wanted her, that her desire for me had nothing to do with the transaction at the auction and was the culmination of raw lust, made it so much better.
2. "I have an idea..."
1. "About you working."
2. She's changed her mind, she doesn't want me out of the house, which my sole purpose for wanting to find a job.
3. "What is it?"
4. "How would you feel about working for one of my companies?"
5. "It'd be for my charity organization."
1. "I'm sponsoring a huge project in third world countries and could use an extra set of hands."
2. "Mostly office work, if you're good with word processing and filing, one of my only full-time office employee has been working seven days a week just trying to keep up with the workload. It'd actually be a huge help."
3. Knowing it's for charity, and that's she's not just throwing me some pity busy-work, I find myself nodding my head.
4. "Okay, I'll do it."
5. "Perfect. I'll let her know. You can start whenever it suits you."
6. "Tomorrow"
1. "Tomorrow will be fine."
2. I like our new lack of bounderies when it comes to touching. It feels nice to be held after not having someone in life for so long.
3. "Tomorrow it is."
4. To be continued...