2. There were a few days there that gave me hope she was getting better.
3. She'd gone for a jog, had gone to shopping...
4. ...and had actually talked to the grief counsellor I sent to the house.
5. But as I arrive home from work tonight, my heart shatters at what I find.
Memuatkan…Memuatkan…
1. Jiyeon is sitting on the balcony.
2. The wind is whipping her hair wildly around her face and goosebumps cover her flesh.
3. A storm is coming, but she seems oblivious to that fact.
4. Her skin is pale, and her expression hollow.
5. Giant blue eyes are staring blankly at the sky...
6. She's merely a shell of the girl I fell in love with.
Memuatkan…Memuatkan…
1. And she's taking huge sips of my bourbon straight from the bottle.
3. And the way she no longer grimaces at the taste tells me that this is probably a regular occurrence.
4. I approach her with caution.
5. "Baby?"
6. Her head turns in my direction and she blinks several times.
1. "I'm losing it, kir."
2. I kneel down on the deck in front of her and cup her face in my hands.
3. "Losing what, sweetness?"
4. "Everything. The sound of her voice. The way she smelled. How it felt when we were together..."
5. I'm speechless, holding her cheeks and watch her eyes fill with tears.
1. Damn, kir, think.
2. She's completely broken right now...
3. I'm worried that the only one who'd know how to put her back together again is her mom...
4. I'm terrified that I'm not enough, that my love will never be enough.
1. "I need to go to the bathroom."
2. "Umm.."
3. I walk her to the bathroom, helping to keep her stable.
1. "How much bourbon did you have?"
2. I grab around her waist, keeping her face from smacking against the floor.
3. That thing is strong. Strong enough to knock me out after one small glass.
4. "Not enough."
5. When we reach the bathroom, I manoeuvre her into the room...
6. ...pull her shorts and panties down to her ankles and then sit her down on the toilet.
7. "I'll be right outside the door."
8. "Ok."
1. I can hear the sound of her peeing and muttering something to herself.
2. I reach the hall, I take my cellphone from my pocket and dial king's number.
3. "I need your help."
4. "Jiyeon?"
5. "Yeah. She's drunk off her ass."
6. "Drank a whole bunch of that hundred-year old bourbon."
7. "I'm scared and I don't know what to do."
8. "That shit's strong. Has she eaten?"
9. "I'm scared and I don't know what to do."
11. "That shit is strong. Has she eaten?"
12. "No, I doubt I"
1. "No, I doubt it."
2. "Okay, noona. Just breathe. I'll be there soon."
3. The sky turns dark and a loud roar of thunder crashes in the distance.