1. "Sit here.."
2. "Drink this, it's tea."
3. "You're gonna feel better.."
4. "The past several weeks..."
1. "...has been endless cycles of wine poured early in the afternoon..."
2. "...to help you get through the day."
3. "And sleeping pills that knock you out at night."
4. "It's time for you to rest, noona."
5. "Get some sleep please."
6. "I can't."
7. "Not right now... I need to be strong for her."
1. "You did a great job, sister."
1. Mom has been screaming at me all day.
2. As I sit around sulking in my usual fashion...
3. I swear I can feel her.
4. I can practically hear her.
5. She's telling me to get up off my ass and get on with things.
6. And I hate her for it.
1. I've returned to working part time at one of kir's company.
2. I've been jogging several times a week.
3. And things are back to normal with me and kir.
4. I guess.
5. No, not really.
1. But she no longer withholds herself from me anymore.
2. When I ask she gives herself to me freely...
3. ...understanding that our shared intimacy helps me.
4. But, I don't know things changed a bit.
5. I pull out the letter of my mom..
1. And I re-read it twice, looking for clues.
2. Focus, jiyeon.
3. I'm doing all the things my mom asked me to do.
4. But why can't I fill the emptiness inside me?
5. Why doesn't the pain go away?
1. TELL ME, PLEASE MOM, WHAT SHOULD I DO?
2. I FEEL LIKE...
4. REALISATION SLAPS ME ACROSS THE FACE.