2. I opted not to upgrade my cell phone service to include international calling.
3. I know I wouldn't be strong enough to continue ignoring her if that were the case.
4. As it is, every morning after breakfast...
5. I have to force myself to walk past the hotel's one computer in the business center to avoid connecting to my email...
6. The thought that there could be a note from kir waiting...
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1. The note from rik waiting for me weighs heavily on my mind.
2. Again as much as I try to convince myself that things are done between us, some part deep inside of me knows that's not true.
5. Back in home, I throw myself into my work.
6. It's the only way to keep my thoughts from drifting to jiyeon.
7. I'm brutal in meetings.
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1. I'm toxic in meetings, coarse in my communications and tense all the time.
2. "What is this supposed to be??"
3. "Miss lee... Ehm... We..."
4. Two months have been passed since we split up.
5. I feel her absence every minute of every day.
1. My emotions are all over the damn place...
2. And my need for that girl has only quadrupled since being near jiyeon again.
3. My feelings of longing are only intensified...
4. ...wandering my big, empty house alone at night.
1. I've tried texting her a couple of times, but I've gotten no response.
2. I should feel relieved.
3. She knows the truth now.
4. Everything is out in the open.
5. There's no more hiding my broken marriage from her...
6. ...and no one would ever need to know my dark secret about purchasing a sex slave.
7. This whole thing could be over..
8. ...only I don't want to be...
1. I should just walk away, but I won't. I still want to stay with her.
2. Shit, it goes deeper than that if I'm being honest with myself.
3. I like her. So much.