1. "Mmm..."
2. "Ngh...ahh..."
3. "Haaa..."
4. "Unnie..."
6. She's running her tongue along my mouth...
7. "Mmmm..."
8. This is...
9. ...a very deep kiss....
10. "Mmm..."
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1. Her body relaxes in my arms.
2. And I love the lush feel of her breasts pressing against my body.
3. "Ngh..."
4. The contact of our skin is exquisite...
5. "Lie on the bed."
1. "Lie down"
2. What is she planning to do with me?
1. Oh! Is she planning to...
2. "!!!"
3. "!"
4. "Come here, ji yeon."
1. What?!
2. Is she going to do something to me, while I'm wearing a blindfold?
3. I must look terrified!
4. Oh my god!
1. "Don't worry,"
2. "Calm down, ji yeon."
3. "Just..."
1. "...breathe."
2. How am I supposed to breathe?!
3. "Hands off, honey."
4. I can't... I'm not ready..
1. "Uh?!"
2. "What the hell?!"
3. "Is it oil?"
1. "I didn't give you permission to get up."
2. It's so close...
1. I'm honestly very scared...
2. "Hey, ji yeon..."
3. "Don't worry, I'm not going to hurt you..."
1. "Ahhh..."
2. She is touching me...
3. "Nngh..."
4. "Ahhh...ah..."
5. "Is everyting alright?"
6. "...yes."
1. Mmm...
2. I feel boneless and relaxed.
3. It never occured to me that two days into my new living situation...
1. I'd have an entire wardrobe full of new clothes and be at the receiving end of the best massage I've ever had in my life.
2. I know it's totally strange and I shouldn't let my guard down so quickly and easily, but I trust her.
4. I just do.
5. Maybe it's the way sh looks at me.
6. Maybe it's because I know things could have turned out so much worse.
7. God, part of me still can't believe I've gone through with that auction.
1. I knew it was crazy, but exchanging 10 months of my life to give mom a shot at the life she deserved made it a no-brainer.
2. I'd be stupid not to do this.
3. I guess it turned out for the best...
4. "Oh, hey..."
5. "Good morning."
6. "Are you hungry?"
1. "Not really."
2. "But if you to eat something you can find some fod in the fridge."
3. "Usually, halmoni leaves me with enough leftovers to survive in the morning."
4. *halmoni means grandma or someone in their 70's or 80's. (Kir's housekeeper)
5. "Okay, thanks."
6. "I'm curious about why you're here.."
7. "..."
1. "My mom is sick."
2. "Her care is very expensive."
3. "The money... It will help?"
5. "Very much so."
6. "So you sold the only thing of value you had to save her."
7. "Yeah..."
1. "Unnie..."
2. "How did you lose your "First time"?"
3. "What?"
5. "How did you lose your first time?"
1. "What?"
2. Surprised
3. "I was seventeen..."
4. "On vacation in hawaii with my family before I started my senior year of high school."
5. "I met a local girl and..."
6. "What more to say?"
7. It still brought a smile to my my lips to think of sang mi.
1. She was 4 years older and not afraid of her raw sexuality.
2. The sex had been phenomenal.
3. Though to be fair, any sex would have been phenomenal to the seventeen-year old me.
1. I shouldn't have forced ji yeon last night.
2. For all the pleasure I derived, it's been overshadowed by guilt.
3. Which rachets up with each passing hour.
4. I feel like a fucking idiot.
1. I don't do regrets or self-loathing, so needless to say I'm distracted and edgy all day long.
2. I bark orders to my assistant...
3. I'm short with clients...
4. "Yes, yes"
5. ...and skip several of my meetings.
6. "Not now."
7. All because of my shitty mood.
1. The strange thing is, I don't regret buying her.
2. The fuckward at the auction would have taken her home if I hadn't.
3. And I don't even want to know the sick things that bastard had planned.
4. I'd overheard him bragging before the auction began about his playroom...
5. A girl as soft and pure as ji yeon wouldn't have lasted the night in his company.
6. Everything is perfect for now.
7. But my house is tainted with memories of the biggest mistake of my adult life.
1. Minah.
2. Just thinking of her puts a bad taste in my mouth.
3. I need to think about ji yeon and not that bitch.
4. Just because I've bought her doesn't mean I need to violate her with every passing thought.
5. Christ.
1. I wince realizing that's exactly what I've been doing.
2. I know all too well what it's like to have your trust and sense of well-being completely fucking shattered.
1. I won't be responsible for taking anything from ji yeon she's not willing to give.
2. If and when we play, it'll be because she wants it.
3. Fuck. Abstaining is going to be harder than I thought.