2. I've been here for a week and it feels nice to be back in the familiar routine of jogging.
3. Despite the heat, it feels good to use my body.
Memuatkan…Memuatkan…
1. As I jog, my mind wonders to kir as it often does.
2. Even if I don't understand this woman, or her reasons for bringing me here, I appreciate her unexpected tenderness towards me.
3. My living situation could have been a lot worse and I'm grateful for her and for the money, that means my mom has a fighting chance at life.
Memuatkan…Memuatkan…
1. With thoughts of kir to distract me, running is a breeze.
2. "Amanda?"
3. Why is she here?
4. She usually comes in the mornings, checks on the work of the house staff and then leaves to do whatever it is she does for kir.
5. She's home?
1. Maybe that explains amanda's late afternoon visit.
2. "Hey there, sweetness."
3. My eyes are unfortunately drawn to her chest.
4. Heat flares up my spine.
1. I wonder what she and amanda were up to.
2. "Have a nice run?"
3. She's never been home this early before...
4. "Uh huh."
5. And I can't help but think amanda being here isn't just some random coincidence.
6. "These are what you wear to run?"
7. "They're comfy."
8. "There's no tread left on them. No support. You need a new pair every few hundred miles. How long have you been running in these?"
1. "A while."
2. "I'll give you my credit card. You can order a new pair and have them delivered."
3. Her tone is direct and there's something I dislike about being told what to do.
4. I'm here on my own accord, making my own choices.
5. "If I want a new pair of shoes, I'll get them. I don't need you buying me anything."
6. "If I'm offering the help, why refuse it?"
7. Geez.
8. Just because she has money, doesn't mean I'm okay with using her or taking advantage of her hospitality.
1. What kind of women did she date in the past?
2. "Because I like taking care of myself."
3. "I don't need someone to provide all of my needs."
4. Despite selling my body into this jacked up arrangement.
5. "Okay, I'm sorry. I just don't want you to twist your ankle."
6. Her concern softens me.
7. "You need to understand you're mine to look after."
8. That had never been explicitly part of our arrangement and we both know it.
1. But somehow along the way, her concern for me has grown.
2. Most of my life, everyone's focus and attention had been on mom's cure.
3. As it should be, but here, in her presence, I'm the one that matters.
4. Her attention feels nice.
5. "I'm going to ...mmh."
1. "Take a shower?"
2. I can't resist.
3. I need to relieve some sexual tension.
4. I can make one phone call.
5. I can just send one line text and have amanda back over here.
1. Probably drop everything and jump at the chance.
2. But I don't want amanda.
1. I want ji yeon.
2. The first order of business is to get some sexual relief.
3. And ever since my love life went down the tubes two years ago...
1. I vowed to live life with no regrets, so it was back to the original plan.
1. This chain of thoughts reminds me of the talk I had with ji yeon the other day.
2. "Ahhh...ahh.."
3. "Ahhhh...ahhhh..."
4. "Mmh...ngh.."
5. Her mom's illness, and my past ordeal, makes you put your life in perspective...
6. "Ahhh...ahhhh..."
7. Makes you value things in life.
8. "Ahhh...ahhh.."
9. "Oohh..ahhh"
10. After learning the truth about minah, I could have easily fallen into the vicious cycle of alcoholism.
1. Instead, I tried harder at work and charity.
2. Doing anything else would have made me be on the same level as her.
3. "Ahhh...aaahhh.."
4. And I wanted to be better than that.
5. "Ahh..."
1. "Mmh...ahh"
2. "Ahh...ahhh"
3. "Mmh...ahh"
4. Every little insignificant moment we share together...
5. ...like earlier in the mudroom when I refused her offer for new shoes and she looked at me with reverence in her eyes.
6. Like I was some strange creature she'd never before encountered, I can feel us growing closer.
7. Our connection, however odd and undefined, is growing deeper with each passsing day I spend here.
1. And my attraction to her is off the charts, making my body's reactions more intense and harder to ignore.
2. "Ahh..."
3. "Mmh..."
4. "Ahh..."
5. "Mmh..."
6. "Ahh..."
7. "Mmh..."
8. Is someone in there with her?
9. "Ahh.."
10. "Mmh..."
11. "Ahh..."
12. "Mmh..."
13. "Ahh..."
14. "Mmh..."
1. "Oh my god!"
2. Was she
1. Watching...?
2. My face heats with the secret knowledge that while I'd been upstairs in her shower, she'd snuck down here to watch some girl on girl action.
3. Was she pleasuring herself here in the confines of her office?
4. Don't look down.
5. Silence
1. My curiosity is going to get me in trouble someday.
2. What she does in here is her business.
3. But if she has needs and desires, why not just come to me like she did in the beginning?
4. "Did you need something?"
5. "I..."
6. Why had I come down here?
1. When I didn't find her in the kitchen, or the den, my feet led me to her office.
2. "I was just wondering why you're home early."
3. "I had something I wanted to take care of."
4. Had she come home early to do this?
1. "Are you hungry?"
2. "Sure."
3. "Have a seat."
1. "Uhm."
2. After my run, I feel like I can eat just about anything...
3. ...but the food smells amazing.
4. At night is the time I have to ask her questions and get inside her head a bit.