1. She's right.
2. I've barely touched it.
3. "Is everything okay with your mom?"
4. "Yeah."
5. "Things are okay."
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1. "She starts her first round of treatment this week."
2. I can't help but think I've infiltrated her life...
3. Her routines, with my own baggage.
4. Maybe I should never have told her about mom, because the way she looks at me now is like a sad, exploited girl.
5. "Do you regret bringing me here?"
1. "Why would I?"
2. Because you haven't laid a finger on me in days...
3. "Nevermind, forget I said anything."
4. "..."
5. "So, I've been wondering."
6. "Why don't you have a girlfriend?"
1. "I guess no one's caught my interest in a while."
2. She wants to talk about minah.
3. It's not something I'm ready to discuss with her now, or possibly ever.
4. "Come on, what's the real reason you're single?"
5. "Not discussing that."
6. "Play along. Just let me in a little, and in return, I'll answer anything you want to know."
1. "In my experience, people are interested in two things. Money and power."
2. "Eh-"
3. "You wanted to know."
4. "You can argue all you want but I'm not just speaking about the people in my life."
1. "It's biology."
2. "She wants a well-hung devoted partner."
3. "...whose wealth can afford them the type of lifestyle they dream of."
4. "She has everything she ever dreamed of, but she gets bored spending her darling partner's money all day."
5. "And soon needs a new toy or something fun and dangerous to distract herself with."
6. "Trust me ji yeon, this is the world I grew up in."
7. "I know it well."
1. "That's not true at all."
2. "Maybe for some women,"
3. "Some horrible deceitful women..."
4. "But for most..."
5. "They want passion, to be desired, loved and cherished."
6. "Can I ask you a question?"
1. "When you asked if I regretted bringing you here... Do you regret going in the auction?"
2. "Coming home with me?"
3. "No."
4. "..."
1. "I did what I had to do for my mom and..."
2. "Tell me."
3. "This is going to sound weird."
4. "Try me."
1. "I've never had the luxury of time and space like this before something just for me."
2. "I never had my own identity."
3. "Now it's like there is life beyond hospital rooms and the crippling stress."
4. "It's making me see that I wasn't even truly living before."
5. "If mom's illness has taught me anything, it's that life can be taken away from you in instant."
1. "And even though I don't know what's next, I know I don't want to continue to live like I was."
2. "I want to have a career I'm passionate about, I want to fall in love, travel the world, make lasting friendships..."
3. "You know, basically conquer the world and have the best life ever."
4. "I hope my mom is right alongside me, but even if I have to go to it alone, I will. For her."
5. "Sounds like a brilliant plan. Let me know how I can help."
1. "Bottoms up, noona."
2. *noona - males speaking to older females noona literally means "Older sister"
3. "What's the occasion?"
4. "Ga in's talking about wanting an engagement ring. Leaving pictures of huge diamond rings all over the sauna."
1. "All over the damn house."
2. I hadn't realized their relationship was all that serious.
3. I figured it was more a relationship of convenience.
4. "How are things going with the roomie?"
1. "Fine."
2. "And how's her job search going?"
3. "Good."
4. "Have you fucked her yet?"
1. "No."
2. "No shit?!"
3. "Please tell me you're not still hung up on minah."
4. Fuck no. I'm not hung up on her. I'm just trying to do the right thing.
1. "Seriously noona, minah is ancient history, even if she refuses to get the fuck out of your life, there's nothing wrong with moving on."
2. "I know that."
3. "So, what's the hold up, noona?"
1. "She's a "Virgin"."
2. "Wow."
3. "Not what I was expecting you to say."
4. "I thought you'd feed me that line again about her being your buddy's little sister."
5. Oh yeah, I'd almost forgotten the story I gave him.
6. "We all know things aren't totally finished with minah, so I'm not going to pretend like they are, but really, is that honestly what's stopping you?"
1. It's partly that.
2. And partly that I'm not sure if ji yeon wants me.
3. Or if I even deserve her.
4. "I don't know."
5. Part of it is her innocence, the sweet way her eyes follow me around the room, her trusting nature, the selfishness she displayed to save her mom in the first place.
6. I already feel guilty.
7. "You need to figure it out, noona."
8. "Yeah, I know."
9. The mid-morning sunshine and the fact that there's new...
1. ...furniture in the house reminds me that we moved to this new luxurious mansion, yesterday.
2. "Unnie?"
3. "What's going on?"
4. "We are moving."
1. "What? Why?"
2. "I have to work on some projects with my clients and this house is too small to host them."
3. "Too small?"
4. "Yeah."
5. "...."
6. I like this new house, it's just too big.
7. It's like living
1. It's like being in a maze.
1. She's so freaking cute when she sleeps.
2. I almost forgot that she was here.
3. She usually gets up very early.
4. What's this feeling?
1. Is she rubbing on my back?
2. Where will it land?
3. Where is she touching?
1. Should I rub her too?
2. "Ahh.. Mmm...."
1. Oh, god. Did she moan?
2. I wish I could see your face.
3. "Ji yeon?"
1. "Yeon."
2. "Ye-"
3. Oh god.
4. She was still asleep.