2. "Uh?"
3. Aww...she was sleeping.
4. I feel ashamed.
5. "I don't want to work today."
6. "Even if I have to."
Memuatkan…Memuatkan…
1. "I want to spend my time with you and not with my clients."
2. She's so sweet.
3. "Geez..."
4. "I have a lot of meetings today."
5. "I'll be home very late."
6. What a pain in the ass.
Memuatkan…Memuatkan…
1. "I'll take a shower."
2. That's sad. We haven't spent much time together in the last few days.
3. Because she was always busy at work.
4. And aside from those first two nights, we've had no other sexual contact.
5. I should feel relieved, but instead I find myself increasingly frustrated and confused.
6. Almost a month has passed.
1. I had figured she would take my "Virginity" right away...
2. But after several days and then weeks, I've become increasingly anxious and curious about it.
3. She was only touching me.
4. Nothing else.
5. Now I just want to get it over with, I'm tired of waiting and wondering when she's going to do.
6. In the evenings, she stays up late, working in her office and ignores me.
1. Does she not find me attractive, anymore?
2. Is she straight?
3. Were my groans that bad?
4. The wait is maddening.
5. Is there something
1. Is there something wrong with me that my master refuses to fuck me?
2. At first, I wondered if she was waiting for me to make a move, to climb into her lap, or kiss her...
3. But I know...
4. "Pretend to be asleep."
1. ...that's not it. She wasn't shy about taking what she wanted from me the first few times.
1. I knew she wasn't timid, which made this all more confusing.
2. I'm bored as shit.
3. In the weeks since we moved in, I've developed a routine.
4. One that bores me to tears.
5. But at least it's a routine.
6. I wake mid-morning when kir's been gone to work for hours...
7. ...have breakfast and coffee at the kitchen island while watching news.
1. Then I change and sit outside in the sun, curling up in one of the lounge chairs on the balcony while I read.
2. Later, I wonder the house...
3. Text with mom...
4. And take a nap basically just wait around for kir to get home.
5. It's a bland existence.
1. 6:00 pm
1. It's time to wait for my master's arrival home.
2. As absent as our physical contact has been, she dominated my days and nights.
3. My schedule revolves around hers.
4. When she returns at night is the happiest time of my day.
1. To prepare for her arrival, I shower...
2. Style my hair and apply make up and...
3. Greet her like I'm seeing a long lost friend.
4. It's pathetic, but it's my life.
5. "God, where is she?"
1. "She's later than usual."
2. 9:00 pm
3. "Two bottles."
4. "I'm slightly buzzed."
5. "I'm so bored... Gonna put some music."
6. "It's hot here."
7. Get up
1. "Oh yeah!!!"
2. Start dancing
3. "Lips and hips, lips and hips!"
4. "Woo I got fancy lip and hip."
1. "Lalala"
2. "Dancing"
3. "Lip syncing"
1. "What the hell are you doing?"
2. ........
3. I've been busted!
1. This is so embarrassing...
2. She's so hot.
3. Maybe it's the wine, maybe it's the music, or it could just be my lack of control in my new environment.
4. But whatever the reason, I'm feeling bold.
5. I'm tired to be ignored.
1. I'm just trying to show her there's more to me than the kept little girl she treats me as.
2. I don't really know what am I doing now...
1. I just want to kiss her...
2. How can she be so calm after I saunter over her?
1. She's amused lol.
2. The healthy pose of courage, courtesy of those two bottle of wind I'd consumed, all evaporated.
3. And my approaching comes to a halt.
1. "I never took you for a hyuna fan."
2. "Lip and hip, huh?"
3. What was I doing?
4. "Are you drunk, ji yeon?"
5. "Ehm..."
6. Why do I feel like a rebellious teenage who's broken into mommy's liquor cabinet?
1. Fuck, I can’t.
2. "Touch...mmm eeee... Unnie..."
1. I can't control myself when I'm with her.
2. She's like a drug to me.
3. Her eyes, her kisses and her caresses...