2. I lied.
3. I didn't go back to japan, I invented an excuse to escape from them.
4. Kir has someone in her life already.
5. I'm late.
6. But I still remember that magical night..
7. That kiss..
8. It felt natural with none of the fumbling, over-zealous tongue attacks.
9. I always had feelings for her, but she'd never seen me as more until that moment.
10. But something changed that night, because from that day on, she began noticing me as a developing woman.
11. I would catch her watching me, her eyes following me around the room with a certain curiosity twinkling in those eyes.
12. It was about a year after her mom's passing when she told me she had something important to tell me...
13. And we agreed to meet one night at one of her dad's beach house.
14. I remembered that night as if it happened yesterday.
15. She'd been so gentle, and so careful with me.
16. Her kisses were warm, and her arms held me close.
Memuatkan…Memuatkan…
1. She had been so tender and so attentive.
2. The memory still makes me blush.
3. But now, I'm thirty five. And single. And jobless.
4. And perhaps I'm crazy, but I want to recapture a bit of my youth and the best part of it was her.
5. It would have been better if I had never come here..
6. If I had never met her again I wouldn't be hurt, I wouldn't be sad.
7. The promise we made each other was just a game.
8. How could I have been so naïve to think that a promise made by kids really matters?
9. Sitting alone in a bar I ask myself these questions which I don't know how to answer.
10. I can't blame her, jiyeon is a wonderful girl..
11. "Dammit!"
12. Suddenly the girl sitting next to me starts talking.
13. "I wanted to be honest with you about my past."
14. "I want a real future with you, jiyeon."
Memuatkan…Memuatkan…
1. "Tell me how you're feeling.."
2. "I'm glad you opened up and told me about the women in your pasts."
3. But deep down I know the issue with amanda and aoi are the least of my worries.
4. I can accept her need for flings.
5. "But if you wanted a real relationship with me, you wouldn't be holding up your own divorce."
6. "And don't give me this guilty about money for that project!"
7. "If your finances were in that precarious a state, would you have really spent a million on a sex slave?"
8. "Oh excuse me, I mean mistress?"
9. "By the sounds of it, amanda is not someone you had true feelings for, and between you and aoi it's over.."
10. "I can get over it, but if you want this with me, you're going to have to show me that I'm worth the risk."
11. "I can't share you."
12. "You'll never share me."
13. Her eyes implore mine, possessive and filled with longing.
14. "I am sharing you.."
15. The memory of her scowling at me in the pool and telling me to get off her property is firmly branded into my mind.
16. "Did you notice that I can't even go near the pool?"
17. "I really don't want to share you with someone else..."