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1. Her confused and disturbed heart, and sexuality.
2. She... Was the only one who understood me.
4. Ever since I was a little girl, I've been infatuated with the "other side"; the world of splendor. Yes, I wanted to become one of those glittering stars. And so, dream has come true. But, now... All I want is to be beloved by someone.
8. The turbulence of an unpredictable romance continues
1. "Have you ever done it with a man?"
2. "Setsuko-san..."
3. As I hold my breath, a long night begins...
4. "So suddenly?"
5. "What did you say?"
1. "Felt like asking, that's all."
2. "I just..."
3. "It's nothing."
4. Miyashita yukino, 18 years old. She debuted as a member of a 4-person idol group, which disbanded as quickly as flowers wilt. After returning home, she was welcomed by curious stares and relentless slanders. Wanting to find herself again, as well as have a taste of love, she returned to tokyo. There, she met a woman who used to be a composer, iwai setsuko, and in the process, an accidental 'relationship' began.
5. "I have."
6. "..."
7. "Heh..."
8. "..."
9. "Just as expected."
10. "...ah,"
1. "Ah,"
2. "Yukino."
3. "Then about that guy, kei. I'm a little curious."
4. "That guy is only here to help me record guitar tracks..."
5. "I've already said,"
6. "My, how indecent."
7. "The both of you are always cooped up in here."
8. "But,"
9. "You're doing "That," right?"
10. "It's unlikely that nothing happens."
11. "Yukino."
12. "When a man and a woman are alone in a room,"
13. "As the saying goes..."
1. "Hate me?"
2. "Because I've had sex with a man, do you..."
3. "..."
4. "That's all..."
5. I can't help but wonder why setsuko-san chose to be with me.
6. "No,"
7. "Why would I hate you...?"
8. "It's just that..."
1. "I just hate it anyhow!"
2. "...actually, I do hate it!"
3. "And,"
4. "You're really selfish!"
5. "Ah,"
6. "Selfish..."
1. "Is that so..."
2. "Just because I'm the only one who has been with a man, I'm selfish...?"
3. "No,"
4. "I..."
5. "I wasn't thinking when I spoke..."
6. "I'm sorry!"
1. "It's been awhile since I've had a passenger on my bike, so I was kind of nervous."
2. "Ah~"
3. "I'm human too, you know."
4. "Hey,"
5. "You get nervous too, setsuko-san?"
6. "It was really horrible then."
7. "Yeah."
8. "Ah,"
9. "About me appearing on a local tv program once."
10. "I mentioned it before,"
1. "It ended up being hurried and rushed."
2. "..."
3. "My mind turned completely blank while I was playing the guitar."
4. "Although it was only an accompaniment and I didn't even have to sing on stage,"
5. "Give it up."
6. "Ehhh~"
7. "But I wanna see it~"
8. "No!"
9. "About that,"
10. "Even if there was, I'd rather die than let you watch it."
11. "Is there a recording of it, or something?"
12. "..."
1. "It was perfect during rehearsals,"
2. "Actually, I've experienced that before..."
3. "Hehehe,"
4. "My mind too, it went blank when I got on the stage."
5. "But after getting ready, the moment I was on the stage..."
6. "That must have been really cute..."
7. "I feel like forcefully violating..."
8. "Yukino who is in her lively idol form."
1. "Hasn't yukino ever had such a fantasy?"
2. "Why,"
3. "...why does it have to be forcefully?"
4. "Where although you keep resisting, your body is saying otherwise, or something like that."
5. "Well, the plot calls for it."
6. "..."
7. "Or are they all original?"
8. "Hey, has kimura takuya or whoever shown up as a "Guest performer" before?"
9. "What... "Old theatrics"?"
10. "Are likely to all be men."
11. "The opponents in yukino's fantasies,"
12. "...regardless of that,"
1. "I'm not crying."
2. "Why are you crying?"
3. "Long wanted to give it a try."
4. "I've..."
5. "But,"
6. "-when I held a girl naked for the first time..."
1. "...while in each other's embrace,"
2. "It felt like electricity was surging through me,"
3. "You don't like this topic?"
4. "Oh,"
5. "...no,"
6. "I didn't think it would feel that good."
7. "Carry on."
8. "Its not that I hate a guy's penis."
9. "Honestly,"
10. "If I were to look at it rationally,"
11. "Its existence is cute but..."
12. "!"
1. "..."
2. "I just don't like it."
3. "And its appearance..."
4. "There's hardly any passion in it."
5. "I can't help but laugh at the mention of this."
6. "Ah,"
7. "But setsuko-san is,"
8. "How should I put it, it just sticks up,"
9. "And isn't natural at all..."
10. "Pfft!"
1. "You actually said it so boldly."
2. "Amazing,"
3. "And that is,"
4. "My experience."
5. "I don't want to tie you down, yukino."
6. "Hey,"
7. "Please stop looking at the bad side of things all the time..."
1. "You can try to have sex with a man, if you want."
2. "Yukino too,"
1. "A man..."
2. "Whom are you referring to?"
3. "That, of course,"
4. "Would be someone yukino wants."
5. "..."
1. "Is she giving me a trick question...?"
2. "Or is this a practical joke?"
3. In that instant, I had thoughts like,
4. "What would happen?"
5. "I fell in love with that person?"
6. "What if,"
7. "If that happens..."
8. "I'll probably be sad..."
1. She's definitely just saying what she really feels.
2. This person,
3. That's not it,
4. "Don't cry."
5. "Yukino,"
1. "To be able to come here with the person I like."
2. "I'm really glad,"
3. "Please."
4. "...I"
5. "Haven't been to the seaside in a long time."
6. "I'm really happy to be here with the person I like as well."
7. "Me too."
1. "But..."
2. "Really."
3. "Really?"
4. "What do I like?"
5. "Well, if you must know, I like everything about you."
6. "What do you like about me?"
7. "..."
8. "I..."
1. "Good evening."
2. "Uhm.."
3. "Why are you keeping your distance from me?"
1. "No..."
2. "It's nothing like that."
3. "Can it be that you're being wary of me?"
4. "Huh?"
5. "Are you afraid that I might "Drag you into a back alley and do things to you," or something?"
6. "But I have to go home for practice soon."
7. "Huh?"
8. "I did think of really wanting to do it."
9. "You mean the guitar?"
10. "Practice..."
11. "It's really lonesome to practice alone at home."
12. "Yup."
1. Setsuko-san actually said that...
2. Then again,
3. "Always practicing, practicing isn't purely about hard work!"
4. But I'd always be reprimanded by setsuko...
5. Setsuko...
6. Sometimes she would also lecture me with "Playing the guitar is about disposition!" as if it were nothing.
7. That's why she would say such things.
8. Well, I am dreaming about being a professional after all,
9. What if...
10. Setsuko-san
1. If I were to have sex with that guy...
2. Would your reply be, "It doesn't matter if you did..."
3. "Really, setsuko-san is so mean."
4. "..."
5. She was well aware that I wouldn't be able to take it,
6. I definitely won't be able to tolerate such a thing.
1. ""It's true!""
2. She was...
3. Really cute...
4. Setsuko-san, back then...
5. My face buried in her chest.
6. Being pushed down onto the sand,
1. I...
2. Really like her.
3. I'd hate that...
4. ...if her beautiful hands were to touch a man's privates,
6. Does it really feel that good?
7. Why would she let it enter her?
8. Why?