1. "But this is my retirement game..."
2. "I know it's hard for you to find any spare time,"
3. I traveled to Tokyo alone.
4. Later, I returned home with the person I love.
Memuatkan…Memuatkan…
2. I didn't mean to hide this from everyone.
3. But, neither was I prepared to let everyone know.
4. Ever since I was a little girl, I've been infatuated with the "other side": the world of splendor. Yes, I wanted to become one of those glittering stars. And so, dream has come true. But, now... all I want is to be beloved by someone.
5. Searching for another in whispered breaths, a story of love and secrets.
6. I who wish to be loved by another, longed for by another.
7. "Unpopular Idol" Miyashita Yukino's heart continues to be satisfied by her "relationship" with Iwai Setsuko.
1. "Ah—"
2. "This is bad!"
3. What would I do?
4. If setsuko-san were to fall in love with kamo-chan,
5. "So, I hurried to finish up my work, just for that."
6. "Hehehe~"
7. "Hey now,"
8. "Yukino, you're the one who kept insisting that I should meet this "Kamo-chan" person."
1. "Hehehe~~"
2. "Kamo-chan,"
3. "Is a good kid who's very straight-forward~~"
4. "Speaking of your friend,"
5. ""That girl","
6. "Do you still talk to her?"
1. "I think her name was "Nao"."
2. "You know, that one..."
3. "That girl?"
4. "...can that even be considered keeping in contact?"
5. "You mean nao..."
6. "Oh..."
7. "..."
8. "Actually... I received a package a couple of days ago."
1. "Do look forward to it."
2. "I will definitely send you a copy before it goes on sale."
1. "Huh?"
2. "Why has it been opened?"
3. "Yeah, it is addressed to you!"
4. "Huh?"
5. "Isn't it addressed to me?"
6. "This..."
7. "I'm the previous manager after all!"
8. "Oh, then,"
9. "Also,"
10. "Ah,"
11. "Huh...?"
12. "Ah,"
13. "But now I feel exhausted."
14. "They weren't half bad,"
15. "It said there were shots that could cause nose bleeds."
1. "That murakoshi is the worst..."
2. "Ugh, I touched it."
3. "I agree, but still..."
1. "That murakoshi, to think he used nao-chan to mas-"
2. "He was still our manager, if anything!"
3. "But what?"
4. "That he can't help it, because he's a man?"
5. "Ah..."
6. "That's not what I was referring to."
7. "Think about it a little!"
8. "I just can't accept it."
9. "Whatever it is,"
10. "To use it for that sort of thing..."
1. "He was already expecting that you would take it as a shock."
2. "In other words..."
3. "He didn't need to tell you that he was masturbating, right?"
4. "Look,"
5. Hoping for love from the opposite sex and understanding from those of the same nature... Heaven gave me love from the same sex instead.
6. "Then, he would store the image of your angry face into his vulgar mind."
8. "But I doubt you want to become part of that guy's fantasy, do you?"
9. "I understand the problems it's caused you,"
10. "..."
1. "Ah..."
2. That's so...
3. Is that really how it is...?
4. "There's even a blowjob."
5. I don't...
6. "..."
7. Though I didn't want to see it, the back of the box was already so...
8. ...want to see that side of Nao-chan.
9. Because...
10. I had clearly said "No" to nao-chan...
1. "Ughh... Waa,"
2. It is actually for real.
3. Unbelievable...
4. It went all the way in...
1. "..."
2. "..."
5. Damn it.
1. "What is..."
2. "Going on?"
3. "..."
4. "Urgh!"
5. I don't know what to think about it...
6. Nao-chan's breasts or whatever,
1. "To travel."
2. "It really is great,"
3. "Really?"
4. "I haven't been outdoors during the day in a long time."
5. "Setsuko-san, the train!!"
6. "I can see that."
7. "Ah,"
8. "The train is here!!"
1. "I guess."
2. "Of course I've never done that."
3. "Haha."
4. "A hand-shaking event?"
5. "Ah,"
6. "Suppose it is."
7. "But it's quite a common thing for an idol to do, isn't it?"
1. ...earlier on, I was thinking about the past,
2. That nao-chan,
3. She actually hates hand-shaking events a lot...
4. "Waaah,"
5. "That's because,"
6. "They must be hiding in some corner masturbating right now!!"
7. "Those guys would stick out their hands that they'd touched their dicks with!"
8. "You've already washed them 4 times, haven't you?"
9. "I'm gonna go wash my hands!!"
10. "That's so disgusting,"
11. "I have to say, nao-chan,"
1. "Mika's honor student speech."
2. "Here it comes again,"
3. "But you don't have to apply it to everyone."
4. "What you've said isn't uncommon,"
5. "Only they are stupid enough to believe, "It can't be helped that we are the object of admiration!"!!"
6. "About that,"
7. "For someone who'd said, "An idol is meant to be admired." or whatever,"
8. "Nao-chan~"
9. "Hey,"
10. "98% of men's thoughts are about women's asses."
11. "Let me tell you something,"
1. "But the world is still under the control of men, no?"
2. "They say that men and women are equal,"
3. "Furthermore,"
4. "Actually revolves around a woman's ass!!"
5. "That's why, this world,"
6. "Pfffth."
7. "It's an amazing argument, isn't it."
8. "Hahaha."
1. "Then,"
2. "Uhm..."
3. "Of course I thought it was made-up nonsense at first..."
4. "What do you think of it, yukino?"
5. "But..."
6. "It's a little unsettling."
7. "It started to make some sense afterwards..."
8. "It's only natural,"
9. "I see."
10. "To have someone lusting over us in the fan club."
11. "Anyone would be frightened at that thought."
1. Why is it that back then,
2. I can just smile and let it pass, as if it doesn't matter anymore.
3. Though... As long as I'm with friends,
4. There was so much going on...
5. But I never gave it a second thought...
6. Having others talk about you behind your back, saying, "In order to become popular with the guys"...
7. "..."
8. "And vent her sexual frustration..."
9. "She became an idol."
10. After returning home,
11. "..."
1. "I just wanted..."
2. "To be on tv."
3. "But that isn't true at all..."
4. "Why did you want to be on tv?"
5. "What?"
6. "Uh..."
7. "Why...?"
1. Like to watch TV.
2. Probably because I really, really,
3. "Where's yukino-chan?"
4. "Huh?"
5. "I didn't even realize that she'd left."
6. "Really..."
7. "She said something about "It's almost time.", and ran home."
8. "Me neither..."
9. I much preferred watching television.
10. Compared to playing with friends,
1. I couldn't control my desire for the world within the TV.
2. I hoped that I could,
3. One day be in there,
4. And be adored by many.
5. Naive, wasn't it?
6. In the end,
7. I still have never officially been on screen.
1. "That I'm actually thinking about such nonsense,"
2. "How embarrassing."
3. "Haa~"
4. "What's wrong with fighting to fulfill your own ambition?"
5. "What's there to be embarrassed about?"
6. "Why? Isn't it a good thing?"
7. "..."
8. How pitiful.
9. It was impossible from the beginning.
10. Come on now, take a good look at reality.
1. "Don't worry about what others think. Keep moving forward."
2. "I find it incredibly cool that yukino was struggling by herself..."
3. "To realize her dream."
4. "..."
5. "Setsu-ko-san..."
6. "Why did "Fennel" break up?"
1. "Broke up?"
2. "That's why you broke up?"
3. "Because the albums weren't selling well of course..."
4. "Let's see now..."
5. "...you could say that."
6. "Even though risa did think that it made sense..."
7. "Although, along the way, some guy did suggest that we should give our image and music a complete makeover or something."
8. "I've really let her down."
9. "The woman I was working with."
10. "Risa?"
11. "..."
1. Indeed, if we had taken his advice, there was a chance we could have come back.
2. But in my opinion...
3. I had no reason to conform to the ordinary.
4. "Clear goal of making the music she likes."
5. "That's because setsuko-san has this..."
6. "I felt that it's just like setsuko-san to do that."
7. "What's wrong?"
8. "Oh, it's nothing."
9. "Somehow, that's hard to say."
10. "Making the music I like"...
1. Such as, music for some minor game, or background music for some image dvd and so on.
2. Right now I'm just blindly doing the same trivial jobs over and over again,
3. By doing this and that, my name would appear in the staff list.
4. "Ooh..."
5. "I had the support of the producer back then and would be given some composing work every now and then."
6. "Ah, but then again,"
7. But compared to before, I'm happier simply being able to make music.
8. It suits me,
9. Working silently by myself.
10. So I'm happy with my job.
1. "Yup, I do like it."
2. "But..."
3. "That's right,"
4. "Setsuko-san enjoys being by herself."
5. "I'd hope that I could be with you."
6. "If I had to be with someone,"
1. "Hey..."
2. "I'm okay,"
3. "I just remembered something, that's all."
4. Being abandoned after that.
5. Doing that sort of thing after barely knowing each other, and then...
6. ""Want to eat Mapo Tofu?""
1. "I'm sorry."
2. "I'm like an elementary school kid when it comes to that."
3. "Yeah... I don't know what I should do actually."
4. "Someone I feel attached to."
5. "I can never find the courage to face..."
6. "I wanted nothing more than to eat you up yukino... But,"
7. "I was just like those "Men with nothing but dirty thoughts" that you keep mentioning."
8. "...anyway, honestly, at the very beginning,"
9. "..."
10. "No."
1. "I'm able to be together with my beloved setsuko-san."
2. "That's why, right now..."
3. "I'm glad that's was what you were thinking."
4. "Yukino, I love you."
5. At first, I didn't realize what it was..
6. "I want to be with you forever."
1. It was the feeling of being loved by someone.
2. But my heart and body felt light—as though they were floating—and I didn't feel like myself.
3. "Risa?"
4. But I—
5. It was the first time I've heard Setsuko-san mention another woman's name...
6. "The woman I was working with."
7. It suddenly became difficult to breathe.
1. "If Setsuko-san were to fall in love with Kamo-chan, what would I do?"
4. Something happened between her and Setsuko-san?
5. Could it be that,
6. Was because it had never crossed my mind.
7. The only reason I could make a joke out of this,
8. Having yet to find a way to calm my heart...
9. With another woman...
10. That Setsuko-san, at some point in time, had a physically intimate moment...
1. We fall in love.
2. Then
3. Over the body,
4. Concealed breathing,
6. Ever since I was a little girl, I've been infatuated with the "other side"; the world of splendor. Yes, I wanted to become one of those glittering stars. And so, dream has come true. But, now... all I want is to be beloved by someone.
8. "Ex-idol" Miyashita Yukino used to look down on her past. Iwai Setsuko embraces this Yukino whom she meets with "good intentions".