2. My parents
3. They always take everything for granted.
1. That night I couldn't sleep till morning.
2. I kept asking myself,
3. If I die tomorrow like my friend,
4. All the years I lived,
5. Have I ever had anything to prove that I really live for myself?
6. The more I think, the more scared I am.
1. I realized I was about to lose recognition of myself.
2. Finally, before the engagement, I decided...
2. I don't want to be their ideal daughter anymore.
3. I want to live the life I desire.
1. But then what happened between them and me,
2. Ended in an argument,
3. Finally...
4. I was kicked out of the house and cut off all ties.
2. "So.. Me and lu fang,"
3. "There's nothing between us."
4. "Axiu, you must trust me."
2. "Yanyan,"
3. "I am always willing to trust you,"
4. "I always wanted to understand and sympathize with you."
2. "In the past,"
4. "You never gave me that chance."
5. "You didn't say anything,"
2. "So I don't know anything."
2. "Im sorry..."
3. "You know..."
4. "What I needed was never your apology."
2. When I first learned about the past between you and your parents,
4. "I feel sorry for you..."
5. When I first heard lu fang's name,
6. "I'm also very hurt."
1. There was a time,
2. I suddenly didn't know if I had really entered your heart or not.
3. I feel that...
4. From beginning to end, I still haven't break down the defenses in your heart,
3. That I have never really been accepted by you.
1. "Axiu,"
2. "I didn't mean to..."
3. "I never talked to you from the start."
4. "Because I still hold on to a little bit of pride,"
5. "I still remember when they throw me out of the house, scold me for humiliating our family, and forced me not to mention them again."
2. "I did not mention it."
3. "Because..."
4. "Because the more I like you,"
5. "The more I know how strong you are,"
6. "The more I understand how happy your family is,"
7. "The more insecure I am, the more I want to hide all the bad, unworthy things about me."
1. I'm getting more and more inferior.
2. I want to be more and more proud in front of axiu, to show that I am radiant.
3. "I started to doubt that I had something about me that you would like..."
2. If there is only a way,
3. I can trick you into liking me a little more, a little longer...
4. "Because I'm very afraid if you find something imperfect about me..."
5. "It can be a reason for you to not like me anymore..."
2. "I..."
3. These thoughts... I don't know how to tell axiu...
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