1. "Why don't we just let it go?"
3. "It's not going to be solved overnight."
4. "If we all think like that,"
5. "It will take more than a moment,"
6. "And will never be solved."
7. "But what makes (It) a complicated problem, complicated,"
8. "Is that you're fully aware of the problem,"
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1. "And yet you can't face it directly."
3. "That's why she can't solve it on her own,"
4. "And that's why she needs a push from somebody else."
5. "Ah, but, a'xiu."
6. "Not everyone can bravely face their inner vulnerability."
1. "There are some matters, some words,"
2. "That are hard to say."
3. "Put yourself in other people's shoes."
4. "To force ningwei like this, it's too much."
5. "So,"
6. "You're blaming me now?"
1. "That's not what I meant."
1. "For someone who is cowardly and trapped in her own world,"
2. "Letting those who care about her suffer along with her,"
4. "While pretending not to see it,"
5. "Isn't it too self-centered,"
6. "And unsympathetic?"
2. These words....
4. Is she questioning ningwei,
5. Or the past ji youyan.
1. "Perhaps you are right,"
2. "I'm too self-centered,"
3. "And too demanding."
4. "A'xiu...."
1. "Let go."
1. It was a slip of the tongue.
3. Whether from a work,
4. Or personal perspective,
5. I have no right to make such a request,
6. Or even blame a'xiu
7. Because of ning wei's cowardice and sensitivity,
8. All I can see is the person I used to be.
1. But a'xiu is right,
2. Indulging in one's own emotions not only causes pain to oneself,
3. But also causes pain to those around them.
4. Just like in my relationship with a'xiu back then,
5. If I had been more honest with her,
6. It wouldn't have ended so badly;
1. If ning wei could unravel this problem,
3. And didn't have to endure the public's abuse like in the previous life,
4. Perhaps she wouldn't end up on a dead end....
5. To be continued.....
6. "I'm still alive mmmmm were you waiting?"
7. "Here's 4 chapters,"