1. "The number you have dialed..."
2. "What has he been doing for the last few days...?"
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1. Father was always busy.
2. His company was large...
3. ...and there were always people around him.
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1. So he never took care of me.
2. He never took care of mother.
1. Perhaps my mother and I...
2. ...to my father...
3. ...were far too trivial.
4. My mother loves the piano.
5. At 24, my mother, who was
1. Mother, who was a pianist, gave it up and chose my father.
2. She stepped down from the place she shone most and chose me.
3. Although I stumbled with my words and fell behind my peers...
4. Rather than scold or nag me...
5. ...my mother held me in her arms and played the piano for me.
6. My mother was like a gentle stream.
1. And like a stream, she flowed away from me...
1. My...
2. If I had tried to stop her then...
3. ...would she have stayed with me?
1. Even after several months, my mother didn't return...
2. ...and speaking to others became increasingly hard.
1. The world felt too uncertain, precarious...
2. ...and unclear for me to speak aloud.
1. "I don't think I've ever taught you..."
1. "But you play well."
2. I was honestly happy to get my first compliment from him.
3. Guitar.
4. Bass.
5. Drums.
6. Dancing and singing.
7. I became proficient in whatever my father threw at me.
1. It felt good to see my father looking at me with pride, unlike he normally did.
2. By doing well...
3. If my father becomes this kind...
5. Maybe if I keep doing well...
6. Then mother will..
1. Like an idiot...
2. I thought it would happen if I just did well enough.
3. I was innocent...
4. And ignorant.
1. I was foolish...
2. And hopeful.
3. They...
4. ...they probably don't even care.
5. Mother won't come back.
1. It wasn't me that my father wanted...
2. It was my music.
3. But still...
4. It was all I had.
6. I had no choice but to continue.
1. "Let's go back home and rest."
2. "We've been filming since this morning. I'm exhausted."
3. "You've got a piano in your room, don't you?"
1. "That's true, but it's just..."
2. "...been a while since I've seen a grand piano."
3. "..."
4. "Just as I suspected, I hate hearing it now."
5. To be continued