Arousing Taste
Bab 34
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3. Now that I think about it, yoora must be a lot more experienced.
4. What have you been doing these past years?
5. There is nothing she said that is really out of ordinary,
6. No details that are particularly unusual, shocking or even titillating.
7. But something is off.
8. Her romantic history is suddenly all I can think about.
9. The thought that she had been intimate with anyone other than me started plaguing me.
10. Am I becoming one of those cases where a person is fixated with their partners' previous sexual relationships?
11. Jealousy is something most people recognize, however this kind of jealousy is quite different.
12. Flashbacks to event I didn't see, that I was never part of, run in my mind again and again.
13. Leading to a unquenchable desire to get to a truth of what really happened between yoora and her previous lovers.
14. I'm agonizing over the fact that she may have had what really is an out of the ordinary past.
15. Really, its all in my head, and no where else.
16. But I still feel this intense sickening jealousy.
17. It's a raw visceral feeling, completely irrational.
18. Why should I over-think about people she actually slept with in the past?
19. These thoughts invariably come accompanied with a whole host of overwhelming emotions.
20. From fear to judgment, anger to disgust, and other negative emotions.
21. "Thank you for reading!"