1. "Do you trust me? I guess this will be your first test of trust, then."
2. I will do my best to make her first time special. For her. Not for me.
3. "W-why should I..?!"
1. Now, that's an odd thing for me to even contemplate.
2. All the women I'd dated had wanted me.
3. They made sure I knew it too. Some of them said it right out. Others tried to act as if they were seducing me.
1. But hyejin...not like that.
2. I know she find my body enticing. I see the way her pupils dilate,
3. The way her cheeks flush with color when I catch her looking at me.
1. "If you are going to be involved with me, I need to know that you trust me."
2. "I'm a woman with particular tastes."
3. I know she is curious about sex. I also know that she does not take this step lightly.
4. "I'm sure even the most innocent of touches can be frightening when it's all new."
1. "However, as I told you, I won't hurt you."
2. Neither would I.
3. "Relax."
1. I could show her how good sex can be without emotion.
2. But imagine what it would be like to have it with someone you care about.
1. I feel the desire to kiss her, to show her how good it can be with someone... And even better if she cared about that person.
2. "It's not just your body I'm after."
3. "?"
1. But for now, this is probably just sex for her.
2. "..."
3. ..and nothing more.
1. "I agreed to that stupid contract.. Pff"
2. I heard a sound from her throat, but can't tell whether it was panic-induced or somethingelse-induced. I pray it was the latter.
3. "Good girl."
1. Hyejin doesn't know what to do, so I will have to show her everything, beginning to end.
2. "Oh, and you won't come until I allow it."