1. This series is a work of fiction. This episode includes portrayals of coercive and abusive behavior that some readers may find offensive or might trigger traumatic memories. Viewer discretion is advised.
3. "AH!"
4. "NGH..."
5. "EEK!"
1. "Ugh...!"
2. She's too strong...! I can't shake her off!
3. "Ack... This hurts!"
1. HAS SHE GONE CRAZY?!
3. "ACK... HNNGH...!"
4. I CAN'T BREATHE...
1. "...!!!!"
2. I'm... Drifting away...
3. The safe word is zhu huilin.
4. "Zhu..."
1. "ZHU HUILIN!!!"
3. "HAAA!"
1. "Ack!"
2. "Ack!"
3. "Ugh!"
4. "U-unnie..."
5. "Sorry... I'm so sorry!"
6. "Ack!"
7. "Are you alright?"
1. "!!!"
2. "You're confident that you can understand anything about jaehee."
1. But do you think your heart is ready to accept the fact...
2. ...you'll have to hurt her in order to please her?
3. "Unnie, I'm so sorry!"
4. "Something must've snapped inside me..."
1. Sulhwa is...
2. ...crying again.
1. Like back then...
2. It was scary and painful.
3. If I had lost consciousness, things would've gotten very serious.
1. But...
2. "If I say that..."
3. "...I'd hurt your feelings."
4. I said I didn't want to hurt your feelings...
5. ...but everything I've done has contradicted that.
6. "I envy you for your resilience, getting up every time no matter how often you may fall."
1. "I envy you for your fighting spirit that never lets failure intimidate you."
2. I put off coming to terms with you, face to face.
3. I wanted to escape from reality.
4. "Hee."
5. "...yeah."
6. I didn't want to feel so alone.
1. So I only thought of myself and acted selfishly.
2. "Do you even know what you're like?"
3. "It's that kind of attitude that ends up hurting other people."
1. If I keep behaving like this...
2. If I keep being selfish like this...
4. ...I'm bound to hurt your feelings again.
1. I can't stop trembling.
2. I can't even seem to say "It's okay" or "I'm sorry" right now...
3. But that doesn't mean I want to hold you responsible for this.
4. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, unnie..."
1. So...
2. "Sulhwa..."
3. "Kiss me as much as you're sorry."
1. I can't make the same mistake ever again.
3. PLAY. 3 The Safe Word (14)
1. "Mmm..."
2. 7:02...
2. "...!!!"
2. Oh, right. She had to leave early for a faculty meeting.
3. But it's still too early...
4. Then again...
2. ...CONSIDERING WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT...
3. ...I GUESS IT'S ALL MY FAULT.
1. Of course she'd feel uncomfortable with me after that.
2. She clearly didn't want to do it...
3. But when I began to think she was drifting away from me...
4. ...I couldn't help but think of huilin, which got me all impulsive...
5. "..."
6. You crazy bitch.
1. I...
2. ...don't even deserve to like her anymore.
3. So why can't I stop...
4. "Wow, that's amazing!"
5. "Did you really make this, sulhwa?"
1. "Oh, come on."
2. "You saw me make all of this."
3. "What do you take me for?"
4. "You? Aren't you a cute little baby who can't do anything?"
5. "Oh, please."
6. "Who's the one who came multiple times because of that baby?"
1. "Hey..."
2. "Don't you see this knife? You'd better watch your words."
3. "Bwahaha!!"
4. "Look at your face! Okay, fine. Eat up before it gets cold."
5. "Anyway, thanks for making this."
1. "I'm sure I'll enjoy it!"
2. "...why can't I stop thinking about her?"