Ruthless

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1. Ruthless.

1. Serena and I have been in a relationship for almost a month now...

1. ...but it's turning out to be quite

1. DIFFERENT FROM WHAT I HAD EXPECTED. 4. "Are you at school? How's your day" 5. "I had this long class earlier, and I honestly couldn't focus." 6. "mind kept wandering. Do you ever get that?" 7. "Okay, you're really quiet today... is everything okay?" 8. "Babe? Why aren't you answering me?" 9. "Did I do something wrong? Please just tell me, okay?" 10. "Where are you..?" 11. "I was hoping you'd respond by now" 12. "It's been the whole day... are you mad at me?"

2. "Are you mad" 3. She isn't my first partner, but I never expected being with her would feel this disjointed.

1. It often feels like we're not genuinely connected...

1. It's as if we exist in two separate worlds.

1. Worlds.

1. She assured me she wouldn't cheat on me, and true to her word, she hasn't.

1. "Did you hear about the gossip that came out the other day?"

1. "Our manager cheated on her husband."

1. Yet, there's a persistent sense that she's indifferent.

1. "I never would have expected that from her, lol."

1. As if her heart isn't really in this.

1. "...."

1. "Serena...?"

1. "Hmm... I hadn't heard, but I'm not really interested in that stuff."

1. This leaves me wondering about her true feelings.

1. Does she

1. Does she really care about me? 2. "Who are you texting?"

1. "Just a friend."

1. "A friend?"

1. "I'm jealous that you're chatting with another girl while we're having dinner."

1. "She's just a friend, it's nothing serious."

1. "She just transferred"

1. "To our school."

1. "I don't care."

1. "You're my"

1. "Girlfriend, and I'm telling you I'm jealous." 2. "Alright, I'll"

1. "Delete her then."

1. "Are you"

1. "Serious?"

1. "Uh?"

1. "I'm telling her I have a girlfriend and need to keep some distance, so I'm deleting her."

1. "That's not the point."

1. "So, should I delete her"

1. "Or not?"

1. "What do you want me to do?"

1. "Uh... Do what you want."

1. I enjoy being intimate with serena...

1. ...and the nights are always fun.

1. "I love you, serena."

1. "Me too."

1. But every day it feels like she's distant.

1. "Tell me you love me."

1. "I love"

1. "I love you."

1. This isn't the kind of relationship I wanted.

1. I want more

1. I want more than just physical enjoyment.

3. "I did that photoshoot I told you about, it went really well, but the photographer was super picky about the lighting." 4. "I think the pictures will turn out great, though! I'll send you some when I get them." 5. "Are you at school? How's your day going?" 6. "I had this long class earlier, and I honestly couldn't focus." 7. "Do you ever get that? My mind kept wandering." 8. "Hey, you're... everything okay?" 9. "Why aren't you answering?" 10. "Is something wrong? Please just tell me, okay?" 11. "Where are you..?" 12. "I was hoping you'd respond by now." 13. "It's been the whole day... are you mad?"