1. I wasn't sure how many cans of beer I had drunk.
1. I knew that I had more than was reasonable.
1. Sera was still on the "Dance floor" but I couldn't see her face.
1. She was surrounded by some girls...
1. And one of them was trying to hit on her.
1. I wondered what kind of
1. Look she was giving her...
1. If it was the same look that made my knees weak...
1. ...or the same look she had just given me in her bathroom before we had this freaking party.
1. "!"
1. "Mmm..."
1. "Where are you going?"
1. "Don't do this, sera."
2. "Do what?"
1. "Leave with a girl who actually wants to be with me?"
1. Inside, I was torn.
1. "Come on, let's go."
2. "Huh uh."
1. I didn't want her with anyone else, but I couldn't admit that, not even to myself.
1. Was it jealousy?
1. Seeing her leaving like that with someone else hurt more than I thought it would.
1. Maybe I cared more than I let on, more than I wanted to admit.
1. But it was too late to take back my words...
1. Too late to explain the chaos inside me...
2. "Seoji, go stop her."
1. "Apologize!"
1. "Apologize for what?"
1. "For being completely honest?"
1. "It's better that I upset her now than destroy her later, if it even made it that far."
1. "I can't be with anyone. It doesn't work."
1. "Even nari warned me not to hurt her."
1. "No way! Put that stuff back!"
1. I needed this in me the quickest route I could get.
2. I wanted to forget about where sera might have taken that girl and forget about what they could be doing right now.
1. Hadn’t I been the one telling her we would still be sleeping with other people?
2. I should be happy she was holding up her end.
1. "You shouldn't drink that much!"
1. "She's drinking directly from the bottle... That's wild."
2. "Anyone joining me?"
1. They had sullen faces staring back at me.
1. I couldn't tell if they felt bad for me that sera left with a girl...
1. ...or if they were disappointed in me for being the reason she left in the first place.
1. "Alright."
2. "You guys don't have to worry. I'm here to lose jimin, and find seoji again~"
1. "I was enjoying jimin..."
2. "Okay, are you done now?"
1. "Done now?"
2. "Jiwoo, I know all you want to do right now is take your new girlfriend back to your place."
2. "I don't need a babysitter. You guys can g-"
1. "Hey!"
1. "Right now, all I care about is making sure that one of my best friends isn't going to drink herself into the hospital tonight."
1. "You're upset and that's okay, just please don't be stupid, seoji."
2. "Stop ruining yourself every fucking time!"
3. "Ruining myself?"
1. "myself?"
1. "Just fuck off, you’re not my father jiwoo."
1. "I'm really worried, what should we do?"
2. "This is her choice. She's an adult, and there's nothing we can do about it."
