1. How easily her scent could make me feel so weak
1. What to do now?
1. I'm so done..
1. All at once, all the effort to guard myself has gone to waste
1. Four years of telling myself I was over her,
2. That I didn't need her, that I could live without her
1. What a lie
2. I couldn't even
1. I couldn't even push her away
2. It's like everything about her was made to destroy me
1. Kim jisoo
1. How can I reject her when every part of me has been yearning for this?
1. Like holding onto something I can't let go of
2. Four long years since I last felt her this close
1. Her lips so close,
2. Her breath brushing against my skin.
1. I hate it
1. I want to be the only one in her mind
2. I can't bear the thought of her being with someone else
1. "......"
2. "Why didn't you reject me?"
1. "You always said you didn't love me."
2. "Why did you kiss me?"
1. "It was you"
2. "..Who started it"
3. "Yeah, I started it"
4. "But I was hoping you'd stop me, Jung Aerin."
1. "?!"
1. "Because you never loved me"
2. "You strung me along,"
1. "played with my feelings, even made love to me"
2. "You always made me believe there was something real between us, only to walk away like it was nothing"
3. "....."
1. "Why did you make that face?"
1. "Did I say anything wrong?"
2. "You can't keep doing this, Aerin"
3. "You never say what you're really feeling"
1. "I'm left here, trying to figure you out, do you know how exhausting it is?"
2. "If I said or did anything wrong, could you tell me?"
3. "Is there something you're hiding from me?"
1. "I'm not hiding anything from you"
2. "You better not be lying"
3. "I've had enough of this push-pull nonsense."
1. "Then what about your relationship with Eunha?"
2. "What about me and Eunpa?"
3. "I saw you two kissing!"
1. "...."
1. "She told me I still love you"
1. "...?!"
2. "What? Really? You s-"
3. "It was the lamest joke I've ever heard."
1. "I've ever heard"
2. "%#$%"
1. How is it possible for me to still have feelings for you?
2. No matter how things go
3. I can't get past the way you treated me so poorly
4. "I'm used to it."
1. "....?"
2. If right now,
1. "I ripped off your clothes,"
2. "We had a crazy, wild night together,"
3. "Our bodies crashing against"
1. crashing against each other
2. When tomorrow comes,
1. "You would just throw me away just like you did before."
1. Indeed,
2. There's no way to be sure I won't repeat that
1. What am I supposed to do when mom knows about this?
2. Because of her, I'm able to get through this life.
1. Because of her, I have more than once thought of doing things I shouldn't to myself.
1. But kim jisoo,
1. She has been so good to me,
2. I...
1. "I won't run this time"
2. "?!"
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