1. It's already morning, but I haven't even managed to get a proper sleep...
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3. ...just because I can't stop thinking about what freya did to me last night in her car.
1. She kissed me out of happiness, saying it meant nothing and there was no malice because we're both girls.
1. "Ugh! What kind of reason was that?"
1. I really can't understand freya. I thought she was being nice because she helped and apologized, but I guess that's just what I thought.
2. I feel like she doesn't respect me. It seems like she enjoys teasing me to see how I'll react. However, the kiss is very confusing.
1. After that kiss, she acts like nothing happened and even told me not to tell anyone.
2. "By the way, please keep this between us. Don't tell anyone."
1. So here I am, not telling anyone not even my friends that freya kissed me.
1. Not because I was told not to, but simply because I didn't want to add to their worries about me.
2. There's no use in telling since we don't stand a chance against her. Knowing she has strong support from our class since she and her friends are our class committee leaders.
3. Besides, who am I for the whole class to believe? I'm just a transferee student. They might just laugh at me.
1. So it's best not to tell my friends to avoid any conflict and to prevent them from getting involved as well.
2. At least in some way, we still had fun last night at the party.
3. "Did you enjoy the party, ellis?"
1. "Yes, vivien, I really enjoyed it! The performances, especially yours, were great, and the food was delicious. Now I'm full! Haha!"
1. "1,2,3 smile."
1. They're fun to be with and have been so kind to me. I'm thankful I became friends with both of them.
1. "Oh, by the way, I have freya's shirt and coat with me."
2. "Well,"
3. "I can't really deny that..."
1. ...freya still helped me.
1. If it weren't for her, I might not have been able to join the party.
2. That's right!
3. I need to do the laundry so I can return this clean to her tomorrow and also get my clothes I left in her car.
1. "Phew!"
2. "Finally, I'm done with the laundry."
1. "Ellis."
2. "Are you done with the laundry?"
1. "Yes, aunt. I just finished, so I'm going to hang the clothes up to dry."
2. "Really? Then let me help you."
1. "No need, aunt. I can handle this."
2. "Come on, so you can finish quickly."
3. "Um... Okay aunt, thanks."
1. "So..."
2. "How was the party last night, did you all have fun?"
1. "Uh, yeah. The party was fun."
1. "Almost all the performances were really amazing, especially our strand. There were many beautiful outfits and the food was delicious."
1. "Hehe..."
2. "I'm happy to hear that you and calvin enjoyed the party, ellis."
3. "We just moved here, I know you're still adjusting to this place and your new school. So what I really want is for you to get used to it here"
1. "And be happy."
2. "Oh, wait. Is this yours? You wore this last night when you got home, right?"
1. "Why didn't I see you wearing this when you were heading to the party?"
2. Oh, no!
1. She noticed!
2. Aunt shouldn't know what really happened. She might just worry.
3. "Ahh... That?"
4. "My classmate is the owner of that coat. I accidentally spilled drinks on my clothes while we were having dinner, so she lent me her shirt and coat."
1. "Aww...how sweet. Your classmate is so kind."
1. "Ah...yeah, she really is."
2. "Ohhh... I remember your uncle when he also lent me his jacket when we were still in college."
1. "We were classmates and also neighbors. I won't forget the time it rained as we walked home. He sheltered me briefly and then lent me his jacket because I was cold."
2. "I was surprised when he admitted he liked me and I quickly responded because I liked him too. I'm embarrassed to say it, but, after that..."
1. "...we kissed."
2. "Haha! So romantic, right?"
1. "...why are... You...mmm... Kissing me?"
1. "It's because..."
2. "...I'm just happy for the both of us."
1. "We're both girls. So, seeing your body and kissing you has no malice at all."
2. "Aunt."
1. "Can I ask you a question?"
1. "Hmm?"
2. "What is it?"
1. "...is it possible for a person to kiss someone on the lips without any malice because they are of the same gender?"
1. "What...?"
1. "Kiss someone on the lips without any malice because they are of the... Same gender?"
2. "Hmm... I'm not sure, but yeah, it's possible."
1. "Because kissing someone can mean different things depending on the context and the relationship between individuals"
1. "Involved."
2. "It can signify affection, love, attraction, desire, intimacy, or simply a friend gesture, depending on the cultural norms and the intentions of the"
1. "People kissing."
2. "When it comes to "Same gender," there's malice if the person who kissed you isn't straight."
1. "...especially if his/her intention really was to kiss the person because he/she liked them."
2. "To kiss because he/she"
1. "Because he/she liked them?"
1. "Wait, why did you actually ask that?"
1. "Huh?! Ahh...well, umm."
2. "M-my classmate! ...my classmate asked me about that question last night... But I couldn't answer because I didn't know what to say. Haha!"
3. "Are you sure?"
1. "Yeah!"
2. "Thank you, aunt, for answering my question. Now, I have something to share with my classmate."
1. What am I even thinking?!
1. There's no way freya isn't straight! She's so feminine and even if we say she hasn't had a boyfriend...
2. ...that doesn't mean she is not straight or
1. She likes me.
2. "Ellis, I want us to be closer. I want you to be closer to me more than anyone else. I want you to be comfortable with me."
1. "Because from now on, I want to get to know you completely. I want to know everything about you."
2. "So stop running away from me again, ellis. Understood?"
1. But why did she even say that to me? What's the real reason behind why she kissed me?
1. Don't tell me what I'm thinking is actually right, she told me all of that and kissed me because she likes me?