1. I knew I needed to see her eyes to read her expression in order to craft my proposal.
2. And the nervous, unsure girl I see sitting before me means I need to proceed with caution.
3. I'd considered pushing her, convincing her how good we are together physically and persuading her to be with me the way I know she wants.
4. But now I see that I need to employ a different method, because watching her walk out that door again is not an option.
5. Gosh she scares me!
6. "I know I fucked up by keeping my marriage from you."
7. "In my eyes, it's over, and has been for years."