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الفصل 121

جاري التحميل...جاري التحميل...

جاري التحميل...جاري التحميل...

جاري التحميل...جاري التحميل...

1. We were quiet for a while...

1. Not because we didn't have anything to say.. 2. But because

1. But because we finally didn't have to.

1. The silence wasn't awkward...

1. It was kinda warm.

1. And we didn't need to fill it.

1. The tension that had been building between us for so long was finally... Released.

1. Sera looked calm... More than I'd seen her in a long time.

1. "You're unusually quiet..."

1. "I'm just... Trying to process the fact that I'm still "Alive"."

1. "Was I that bad?"

1. "You were... Surprisingly"

1. "Surprisingly effective~"

1. "Hahaha..." 2. "!"

1. Her laugh made me feel like we were back at school...

1. Teasing each other in the library.

1. But we weren't the same people.

1. "Can I ask you something?"

1. "Anything."

1. I hesitated, because I didn't really know what I wanted to ask...

1. Probably because I already kind of knew the answer.

1. "Is that why you were always different"

1. "Different with me?"

1. "Even when I was being cold... When I pushed you away..."

1. "You never pushed back, and never got really angry."

1. "Why? Is it because I reminded you of the old version of you?"

1. "Mmh...yes."

1. "You remind"

1. "You reminded me of... Someone I used to be." 2. "When I was"

1. "When I was younger, I did whatever I wanted, with whoever I wanted."

1. "I said things I didn't mean just to feel powerful."

1. "I hurt people before they could hurt me, and I told myself that made me strong..."

1. "And it gave me control."

1. "And then I saw you, I recognized that same energy..."

1. "Those same boundaries just with different reasons."

1. "So... You saw me as a project?"

1. "Project?"

1. I asked, without accusing, I just need clarity. 2. "No, not a project."

1. "Just a person I understood."

1. "With you... I want to be better... You deserve who I am now, not who I was."

1. My chest tightened a little, because I've always wondered...

1. Was I just a reflection of her past?

1. "Is that why you were so patient?"

1. "Because you thought you were saving an old sera?"

1. "No."

1. "Not like that."

1. "At first, maybe I was drawn to you because of that resemblance, but it's not why I stayed."

1. "Jimin, I didn’t love you because"

1. "I wanted to fix you." 2. "You're not drawn to me because I'm broken."

1. "No." 2. "You're not like me, jimin."

1. "Yes, you had your rules, your walls... But you were always honest."

1. "I spent years pretending to be someone I wasn't, hurting people before they could hurt me.."

1. "But you... Were"

1. "Brave enough to tell the truth, even when it made you look bad."

1. "I never wanted to look bad."

1. "I always played the part of the good one..."

1. "The understanding one, the cool one..."

1. "Who didn't care, who had it all under control."

1. "Even when I knew what I was doing was wrong, I convinced myself it was right..."

1. "Or at least not "That" bad."

1. I knew deep down that some of the things I did were selfish, sometimes cruel, but I didn't stop.

1. "I told myself, they deserved it..."

1. "Or I was protecting myself, or this is just how"

1. "Things work."

1. "So I lied... Not just to others but also to myself."

1. "That's why I don't think I'm honest person."

1. "I lie to myself more than anyone."

1. "I convince myself that what I do is justified even when I know it's not."

1. "And I do it so well that I start to believe it, you know?"

1. "The line between right and wrong just... Disappears."

1. "The lie becomes my truth."

1. "But you"

1. "But you... Jimin, you never faked it."

1. "Even when you were doing reckless things, you admitted them."

1. "You laid it all out like, this is who I am, take it or leave it, hahah..."

1. "And you never tried to make yourself look better than you were."

1. "And I think that's what drew me to you most."

1. "Ahh... Damn, she..."

1. "Ahh.. Damn, I've... Never told anyone this before. Not like this!"

1. "That's why you make me different, jimin. I don't know why."

1. "But with you... I can open up."

1. "More than I do with myself, even!"

1. "You make me say things I've spent years avoiding... And you just make me... Honest."

1. "And I like who I am when I'm with you. I really do."

1. "That's why I love you for who you are, not because of who I was."

1. "I wasn't trying to save you... I was fighting for the one I love." 2. "I love you."

1. "I love you so much, jimin."

1. "I want to make you happy." 2. "I want to"

1. "I want to love you, and care for you." 2. "I appreciate your honesty, sera."

1. "I'm glad you're telling me."

1. "I wouldn't want to hide anything from you."

1. "It's been a long journey, jimin... But I'm not that person anymore."

1. "And being open with you now... It feels like I'm finally stepping out from that shadow."

1. "I'm really happy to be"

1. "Happy to be here with you now." 2. "That you're sharing all"

1. "Shaking all of this."

1. "It helps me"

1. "I want to understand you more."

1. The expression on her face shifts in less than a second...

1. It's enough to make my

1. To make my chest tighten. 2. Something was wrong.

1. "...your dad?"