1. One of the things I discovered recently was that I'd been under the impression that I was a stable person.
2. It turns out that I simply didn't have the opportunity to deal with anxiety...
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1. ...and that I actually have no idea how to deal with it.
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1. I always thought that I wasn't an anxious person.
2. Compared to other people, I was slow, and less sensitive...
3. ...my teenage years were quite uneventful...
4. ...and I breezed past those years without knowing what it was really like to be a teenager.
1. I couldn't sympathize with their incomplete and anxious state.
2. People who make a fuss when they're anxious...
3. People who pretend it's nothing to be anxious about and just laugh it off...
1. People who get angry...
2. Because my way of expressing anxiety was not easily distinguishable...
3. The fact that I automatically end up blaming myself when I'm anxious...
5. ...and that it was actually just another way of expressing anxiety...
1. ...I never had the chance to realize that.
3. "..."
6. Once I send this text, I should never bring it up again.
7. It was my mistake for testing her all of a sudden.
8. It was my fault...
9. But...
10. ...I wanted her to be honest with me, just for once, and say no.
1. I want her to say no to things she doesn't like, and yes to things she likes...
2. It's not like I'm asking her to share all of her burdens with me...
3. ...I'm not even expecting her to tell me things that could potentially hurt her pride. It's just...
4. ...the fact that I can only see her smiling face, no matter what the situation...
5. ...that just makes no sense. We're in love with each other. So why...?
1. If I didn't get angry today, I probably would've just...
2. ...confirmed it like that... As always.
1. Ugh... Seriously...
2. ...that is not okay.
3. "..."
1. "Ahh..."
2. "Seriously... What am I doing...?"
1. "H-hello?"
2. "Erae..."
3. "Could you please come back out again?"
4. "Huh? Where..."
5. No way...
1. "Why are you sitting there? I want to think things over by myself today-"
1. "It's all my fault. I'm sorry about everything."
2. "Don't think about things on your own and please come outside."
3. "What I mean to say is..."
4. "...you shouldn't think things over alone and reach a conclusion by yourself..."
1. "..."
2. "Can we go inside and talk?"
3. "Well..."
4. "Um, I think it'll be better if you go back for today."
1. "It's because... I don't like the way I'm thinking about things today."
2. "My answers were too insincere, weren't they?"
3. "I didn't even explain things properly..."
4. "I'm sorry. It was probably because I'm so tired today..."
1. "No, it's not that...that's not the problem. It's a bit different..."
2. "Then why...?"
3. "It's...not a big deal. It's really not..."
4. "When I'm angry or when things are complicated, I just don't like how my personality in those situations."
1. "Anyways, please just leave for today."
2. "No. Don't make me leave."
1. Ah, I can't do this again today...
2. "I clearly told you just now."
1. "You should leave for today. Or else..."
2. I wonder when it was...
3. The first time I heard someone say that they don't like doing it just because they're anxious...
4. ...I didn't really understand what that meant.