1. The skills I need in order to not be this undesired version of myself.
2. Spending time alone.
3. Not blaming others.
4. Maintaining good habits.
5. Doing the things I always do to start and end my day...
6. ...no matter how rough the day gets.
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1. Not letting myself get swayed by things unplanned.
2. And making sure not to hastily vent based on unconcluded feelings.
3. But what if the day comes when none of those methods are useful?
4. I should've thought about what I should do in that situation ahead of time.
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1. "I really don't know myself today, so..."
2. "...now's the time to say no if you don't want to do this. Or else..."
3. I just can't seem to control myself.
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3. ""So you really don't know anything about cha yoon, do you?""
1. "Ah...!"
2. "I feel like I wasn't myself..."
1. I just wanted to see her honest expression.
1. A really, truly honest expression...
2. "I'll keep these."
3. "You'll be late. You should go now."
4. "I'm sorry..."
1. "This is nice..."
2. "..."
1. "..."
1. "..."
1. "Ouch..."
2. "..."
3. I thought there'd be some kind of a drastic change.
1. That I'd either just forget about it all...
2. ...or that I'd turn around and go to the ends of the earth to be with her.
3. "..."
4. But everything is still the same.
5. All my worries and the way things are...
1. ...the memories with all the men I've dated, and other unpleasant things...
2. ...and my scars...they're all still there.
3. "I'm so typical... And still just as stubborn..."
4. "But if I really think about it, I guess this was the way it was supposed to be..."
5. The one thing that I am glad about, however...
1. ...is that I surprisingly don't feel uncomfortable about this mistake I made.
2. My first love... I'd been dragging it out way too long, and it was now coming to an end.
1. It was early summer.
2. I was finally parting with the wounds from my adolescence...
3. ...and I was alone.