Liest Octave

Kapitel 1

1. As a child, I've always been addicted to the tv... 2. "I want to be an idol!" came to me. 3. Without knowing when it started, thoughts like "I want to be on 'the other side'" or..

1. Hoping to be desired by someone... 2. That is my only wish. 3. Although neither love, 4. Nor sex have been experienced, 5. I still long to have... 6. A mystery-filled romance. 8. Ever since I was a little girl, I've been infatuated with the "other side": the world of splendor. Yes, I wanted to become one of those glittering stars. And so, dream has come true. But, now... All I want is to be beloved by someone.

2. "480 yen please." 4. I secretly went to a neighboring town to buy a magazine on screen tests. 5. "Your change is..."