1. I wouldn't say that I'm dead.
2. If someone were to ask me how it felt to leap down from such a high place, I would tell them this: it was the most exhilarating experience of my life. No wonder some people are into rock climbing.
3. After all, what could be more addictive than putting your life on the very edge?
4. Love hurts. So does living.
5. I realized this the moment I felt myself falling. Love is nothing but an illusion created by the hormones of the body. I'd rather be a robot.
6. That's right, loving her was painful, even more painful than falling into the nine circles of hell.
7. If I hadn't fallen into the trap, I would still be carefree, controlling the fates of others like puppets on strings. I would still be enjoying the endless pursuit of the police, playing a never-ending game of cat and mouse.
8. But when I crashed into that glass window, I knew that I'd admitted defeat.I lost.