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章节 64

1. What's the meaning of life?

1. "Congratulations..." 2. "To ren qiannan, who graduated with a bachelor of arts with"

1. "Outstanding grades."

1. "You think reading a few books gives you the right to look at me like that?!"

1. "You wouldn't be alive right now if not for me!"

1. Is this how the rest of my life will be? If so, what's the point of staying alive?

4. "Just wrote this on the spur of the moment. I'm still in middle school, so I dunno whether I can even complete this story. My writing's not that good, so please bear with me." 13. But

3. Meaning to life. It's nothing b... Ople force he ones who hat they truth is e die, - is strangely enough, he found 9. Just wrote this on the spur of the moment. I'm still in middle school, so I dunno whether I can even complete this story. My writing's not that good, so please bear with me. ^ ^

11. There is no meaning to life. Even if there is meaning, it's nothing but expectations that other people force upon us. Or perhaps, we are the ones who rely on other people, thinking that they are the reason why we're alive. Yet truth is, from the day we're born, to the very day we die, everything - expectations, hope, meaning - is made up. Yet, nobody chooses to pop this bubble. That was jiang yuesheng's perspective of life. Strangely enough, he found nothing exciting or interesting. Be it life or death, nothing was enough to make him feel something. Except for his father. His father, a torturer who deserved to go to hell.

1. This person... 2. Feels

1. "Just like me!" 11. E real. Was what jiang yuesheng wished et unfortunately, every time he he would be met with harsher punches ugher kicks. He wanted to protect his er, yet he was scared of hurting his father the same time. Is father. He hated him, yet could do nothing. He was his nightmare, his sin. Pain spread in his body like a virus. Why? Why his father have to be so obsessed with g? Why his family? Why him? He was thers. They had a happy lete family, and a happy life. Right did he have

1. "What kind of person are they?" 2. Did... A com... Nothing. E still alive? What... In this world? If only he were dead. If only he were dead. Then, he could live th his mother and seek the life that they yearned for. Only then, could they ape their days of violence, forced n them by that man. 3. That's all

8. Middle school? He's younger than me? 9. No way...

1. "Is there really somebody else in this world who's living like me?"

3. He hated his father, yet he couldn't kill him. Ah, father; the father who gave him life; the father who didn't even know the meaning of fatherly love. With a silver knife, he stared at his father's sleeping face. Passed out from the alcohol, he seemed so defenseless, offering such a perfect chance for him just to plunge that knife into his chest. He could've done just that. He could've made his father sleep forever. A painless, soundless death. Yet, he could not make a move. He wondered what was holding him back. Love? Cowardness? Or sympathy? Why was he hesitating to deliver the blow? He was incapable of killing him. But why?! He never loved his father. That knife should be in his chest right now!

2. Perhaps this was all god's plan. Perhaps his curse worked. That man died. From a car crash, to be exact. He attended that man's funeral with mom. He thought he would be devastated, but he wasn't. Looking at his father's body which was barely in one piece, he wanted to laugh. He wanted to burst out in laughter, ignoring everyone around him. He tried his very best to control himself. He needed his mom and everyone around him to believe that he was indeed extremely upset. But he knew deep in his heart that, just like him, his mother didn't feel any sadness about his father's death. She felt relieved. This was great. Amazing. Absolutely marvelous. It was as if he was reborn. He didn't need to do anything for his dream to come true. He didn't kill anyone, and didn't have to carry any sort of sin on his shoulders. From this moment onward, everything was new. And there it was, a new meaning to life. (Tbc)