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Bölüm 33

Yükleniyor…Yükleniyor…

1. "..." 3. "..." 4. "Come inside." 5. "..." 6. "..."

Yükleniyor…Yükleniyor…

1. "Still not feeling well?" 2. "Maybe you should take a nap." 3. "Well..." 4. "..." 5. "Hey..." 6. "Oh, green light." 7. "Where..." 8. "Are we headed?"

Yükleniyor…Yükleniyor…

1. "...cliff?" 2. "Char-coal??" 3. "I think...I want to" 4. "Erase" 5. "Everything... We've fucked up..." 6. "Beach?" 7. "Forest??"

1. "Unlike you, I don't have any family, so I wonder if my body might not just break apart under water." 2. "I told you before I wouldn't want to drown, didn't I?" 3. "What would be the use of dredging my corpse up...?" 4. "Your skin gets all gross, your body swells up, and you'd get all dirty." 5. "Are you that lonely?" 6. "There it is." 7. "You always have to get a dig in about my family..." 8. "Hahaha, yeah." 9. "You're always getting your digs in, too."

1. Pity, huh...? 2. ""Pity..."" 3. "You don't know why you were born." 4. "No one's ever loved you, not even your parents. Your husband didn't treat you right. For thirty years you've been abused." 5. Everything she said... 6. But seriously, how could I not? 7. "How did you bear it all alone?? Did you cry??" 8. The thoughts that had tormented me all my life... 9. Echoed 10. "You have no one who understands you."

1. "If I can't pity you, then who on earth deserves that word...?" 2. I hated that pitying gaze that seemed to look down on me. 3. "If I don't pity you..." 4. But maybe that was exactly the understanding I'd longed for... 5. All those years. 6. "Then how is that any different from pretending your pain doesn't exist...?" 7. "...you don't know anything about me!!"

1. "What??" 2. "Hey!!" 3. "Eyes on the road!" 4. "..." 5. You're so tactless...!!! 6. "I may want to die, but I want it to be by my choice on my own terms" 7. Tactless yet defensive...!!! 8. "So don't get in an accident, okay!?" 9. "Yeah, yeah." 10. "Sorry!" 11. "It's not like I want to die in a car crash, either." 12. "And..."

1. "If I lost you in an accident" 2. "I wouldn't know how to feel about it!" 3. ...yeah ...right? You think so, too, right...? 4. "I think so, too." 5. ...shit, it almost sounds like she's talking about her girlfriend... 6. "Yeah." 7. "At least with suicide... You can tell yourself "Life was just too painful for her" or "At least now she's at peace" or whatever..." 8. "...But an accident..." 9. Either way it doesn't change that she's gone, and this way is easier... Right? 10. I... Didn't make the wrong decision, did I? 11. Then you have a reason, right? 12. At least... 13. Thinking it was suicide just makes it easier, right?

1. Tactless...!!! 2. "Why?" 3. "Idiot!" 4. "You know you wouldn't even touch me sober." 5. "Why?" 6. "Why else! If you're gonna die, at least let me do you first." 7. "But... Tell me before you kill yourself." 8. "Hey, so, maybe it isn't my place to ask considering I tried to hang myself," 9. She's rich, and most of the time kind... 10. If this was a normal romance... If she was a man... 11. "Sigh... The thing is..." 12. "..." 13. And if she looked like her brother... 14. He's totally my type.

1. Though his personality 2. Is the worst...!!! 3. "Come on... You're making a big deal out of nothing!!" 4. "If you and your husband had a kid..." 5. They're both rude and tactless...!! Why would you tell her I'd collapsed...? 6. Just by the fact that I'd left her and gone out into the garden should make it obvious I had my reasons... 7. "We can't have you collapsing again." 8. If she asked me why I'd been out there, I'd have to answer... 9. And what could I say? "I was looking for the ring I made you throw away"?? 10. Well... He did bring me back to our room... He did help me out, at least... 11. And apparently he went out and bought me clothes and medicine... He's not a bad person, but...

1. "How could you just sleep through all that!?" 2. "He took better care of me than the one who just lay there drooling and sleeping off a hangover...!" 3. "In that one regard" 4. ...? 5. ...!! 6. ...huh? 7. ...sleep through it all...? 8. And she... 9. Was asleep... The whole time...! 10. He laid me down... And undressed me... 11. And then... Immediately left...

1. "We can't have you collapsing again." 2. "..." 3. "You're tired, aren't you...?" 4. "Let's go to bed." 5. "We can't have you collapsing again." 6. "Huh...?" 7. Her brother never mentioned my collapse... 8. And after she woke up... 9. "Quit bein' so noisy...!" 10. There's no way she could have heard that I'd collapsed... 11. She was... Asleep... 12. Asleep... 13. Getting drunk like that. 14. So carefree... 15. I see. 16. She was 17. "Yes." 18. "Is she asleep?" 19. I thought...

1. It's cruel to keep lying to her like this... 2. Did she 3. Was she awake 4. "I just wanted to check in on you." 5. "My husband told me you collapsed?" 6. Hear every- thing...?

1. Does she know everything 2. And is just keeping quiet...? 3. "But if you want to work things through with her, then tell her." 4. That I... 5. That her girlfriend didn't commit suicide... 6. Even... 7. "It...was suicide." 8. That exchange... 9. Know every- thing... 10. That her family lied to her...

1. "When someone dies in an accident..." 2. "I wish you'd died instead of your husband." 3. That's... 4. "It's like..." 5. What I overheard her saying in that hotel... 6. "...everything...?" 7. Even that I overheard her say that? 8. "And imagining it is just too awful." 9. "You're always wondering how they felt in those last moments." 10. "Right...?" 11. "..."

1. "I dunno... Anyway, it's nothing you need to concern yourself about. It's my problem." 2. "Huh??" 3. "....." 4. "That girlfriend of yours... What's she doing now anyway?" 5. "Hey." 6. "Do you want to see her?" 7. "So you don't want to see her?" 8. "Probably..." 9. "Well..." 10. "I don't think I'll ever see her again."

1. "...yeah." 3. "I mean, we had our little reunion, but this is the woman I dumped after sleeping with you, after all." 4. "Haha..." 5. "I don't even know how I could." 6. "Anyway, you'll never be able to see her again." 7. "Do you know about that...? Who told you?" 8. "..." 9. "How..."

1. "Why did you think I meant something else?" 2. "About what?" 3. "You're not supposed to know that I know she died." 4. "...Your sister-in-law told me in the bath..." 5. "You said you didn't know how you could and I was agreeing that you'll never be able to see her again because of what you did. I meant you'd be too ashamed." 6. "You were awake, weren't you?" 7. "Every- thing." 8. "That I know" 9. "But you know..."

1. "I was just thinking back and remembered you worrying about me and saying you didn't want me to collapse again..." 2. "And kept talking anyway...?" 3. "Of course not!" 4. "Why are you always so negative...?" 5. "Know I was awake" 6. "...you... Huh?" 7. "Did you" 8. "...why did you do it...?" 10. "And that's when I reali- zed." 11. "And your brother never had a chance to tell you when I wasn't around..."" 12. "And I was like "Huh? I never told you I collapsed..." 13. "Hmm? Well..." 14. "I killed someone... Out of lust." 16. "...you were awake..." 17. "So I couldn't just go back to her." 18. "That's not what I mean."

1. "Your sister-in-law told me who bought it for you..." 2. "The ring!" 3. "You threw that precious ring in the pond." 4. "If you're fed up with me and hate me and can't forgive me then there's no need to put on a show like that for my sake..." 5. I'm sick of always having to judge your moods!! 6. "Sorry!!" 7. I'm fed up with this! 8. "Tossing the ring was nothing." 9. "Compared to dumping her..." 10. "Huh?" 11. "Well..."

1. "Let's stop somewhere." 2. "Don't worry about it." 4. "....." 5. "Hey," 6. "How did you hear that anyway?" 7. ""I wish you'd died instead of your husband"?" 8. "In the hotel..."

1. "...the walls were thin... I heard you...through the door..." 2. "It doesn't bother you that I heard...?" 3. "What...!?" 4. "Do you think other guests heard me...!?" 5. "So they could hear me in the hallway, too!?" 6. "I said you should die." 7. "Even after what I did for you." 8. "Doesn't that make you sad?" 9. "About what??" 10. "How can you be so calm about it anyway?"

1. "Someone saying I should die when I've done something to deserve it doesn't bother me. Sure I was sad, but it's only natural you wouldn't be able to forgive me." 2. "Who do you think you're talking to?" 3. "I've been beaten black and blue my whole life for nothing I ever did." 4. "Don't let it bother you." 5. I'll wait. No matter how long it takes 6. "After hearing what I said..." 7. "That letter" 8. "...So...you know... um..." 9. "...When I think about you writing" 10. "Well..."

1. "I'm just overwhelmed" 2. "At how lovable you are." 3. "It's okay, I'm fine with that. I think you're a truly compassionate person. Even after I said you should die, even after I attacked you, you've still stayed with me." 4. "That was--" 5. "I know!" 6. "It's okay. I get it! You're just with me because you feel guilty." 7. "Thank you." 8. "..." 9. "No, not that... When you mentioned the letter it reminded me... About the letter you gave me." 10. "I left it in my jacket back at the inn..." 11. "What did you write...?" 13. "Oh!" 14. "Hey..." 15. "Coffee? Cigarettes?" 16. "I'm gonna go buy something to drink. I'm thirsty." 17. "Want any- thing?"

1. "Whatever, I didn't write anything impor- tant..." 2. "I hadn't forgotten about it, I just didn't have time to read it yet..." 3. "Whaaaat? I already threw that old thing away. I figured you hadn't read it yet, so who cares." 4. "It's gone..." 5. "Anyway, I thought I was supposed to read it after you turned yourself in..." 6. "Just forget about it." 7. "You threw it away!?" 8. "Thank you!" 9. "Well..." 10. "And..." 11. "I heard everything you guys said when I was asleep..." 12. "And everything my brother said to you after I woke up..."

1. "I really, really didn't want..." 2. "To see you sad..." 3. "And if you want to kill yourself, then we could kill ourselves together... And I thought you could tell me more about yourself..." 4. "Like, forget about my brother, whatever." 5. "But if me turning myself in, you know... Would make you unhappy, then maybe we could just run away." 6. "And maybe this is egotistical of me..." 7. "So I thought..." 8. "And after all my promises to turn myself in, in the end I didn't want to go to the police... And I'm just a terrible person who dragged you along with me without your consent." 9. "Even if you did instigate me..." 10. "That in the end you're the respectable sort who chose to go to the police after all..." 11. "It turned out" 12. "But, well, even after I made up my mind..."

1. "But I hate you." 2. "..." 3. "Haha ha..." 4. "I love you." 5. "But if it's all a dead end, the only thing to do is turn back." 8. "Hey, back at the hotel you made that drawing." 10. "The one where everything was a dead end." 11. "Yeah." 12. "But still..." 13. "The fact that we chose this road isn't something we can change now. The only thing to do is stop." 14. "...if you turn back, you'll just hit a dead end in the other direction at some point..."

1. "Here we are!" 2. Cliff or charcoal 3. Or beach 4. Or forest... 5. "?" 6. "...where are we?" 7. If I had to pick one, 8. "Why don't you get out?" 9. I guess it'd be the beach.

1. "..." 2. This 3. I can't make everything that happened... After that... 4. Is the park where we met up with my brother. 5. Disappear, but...

1. "At least..."

1. "We can go back" 3. "To where we were last alone together."

1. "I wanted to bring you here" 2. "One more time." 3. "..."

1. "Can..." 3. "Can we start over again..." 4. "..." 5. "..." 6. "....." 7. "From here...?"

1. And imagining it is just too awful, right? 2. How they felt in those last moments. 3. When someone dies in an accident, it's like... 4. You're always wondering 5. Then go ahead and tell her. 6. If you are willing to catch her 7. When she falls 8. From the knowledge, 9. She'd be happier knowing. 10. Then I think 11. But if someone is going to be there for her to face it all together with her,

1. "Hey!"

1. "...hmm?"

1. "She" 2. "..." 3. "Didn't... Commit suicide."

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