1. "Erae."
2. "Are you asleep?"
3. "Just stay like that. Don't turn around."
4. "You can go back to sleep if you're tired."
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1. "You're tired?"
2. "What I'm going to tell you now is something I've never told my friends or family."
3. "I was just going to keep it to myself, but..."
4. "...I don't want you to feel anxious, erae."
5. "As long as you're not, I don't think I'll have any regrets."
6. "You never"
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1. "Know. It may not end up as feeling pity or as a burden..."
2. "...but lead to a wonderful conclusion instead."
3. "Since you're someone who won't live a life that you don't like..."
4. "...and you easily change bad things into good things."
2. This is a story about the time I started ballet again.
3. I held back regarding everything that had to do with ballet.
1. For days, months, and years...
2. I could think of more than 100 reasons not to do it...
3. ...but at a certain point, I couldn't ignore the fact...
4. ...that coming up with 100 reasons not to do it every night...
5. ...was closer to love than anything else.
1. 'I want to do it...'
2. There are way too many uncontrollable things in life.
3. I first got the shop around last year.
4. A ten million won deposit and 400,000 won per month.
1. I didn't care if the place was worn out.
2. The only thing on my mind then was to build a practice room.
3. If it was difficult to build it right away...
4. ...I was going to rent some other place and get started there.
5. "Jaehee, could you find a private practice room for me? It's for ballet."
1. "..."
2. "Then rent it under my name."
3. "I'm sure there are people who still remember you."
1. Can I really do this?
2. After all this time...
1. 'I can do it.'
2. 'slowly.'
1. After I started again, the thing on my mind was that...
2. ...it was silly of me to have been so afraid.
3. Why did I only start again now? Why did I wait? How silly of me...
1. I should've done this earlier.
3. "Doctor, that's her over there."
4. "Doctor?"
1. "You were doing fine until now. Why did you do something like that?"
2. "It's not like you can perform on stage anyways."
3. "...I didn't think I was doing fine."
1. "You could've lost the ability to use your legs for good, you know?"
2. "Does your family know about this?"
3. "..."
4. "Are you going to tell me that you couldn't help it again?"
5. "Your life gets worse every time you say that you couldn't help it."
6. "..."
7. "I'm sorry that I didn't tell you about it."
8. "But it didn't work out properly to begin with anyways, so..."
9. "That's good then."
1. "Anyways, make sure you don't use your legs anytime soon. And make sure you get rest."
2. "Just don't do anything."
1. "Don't you think I'm pathetic, doctor?"
2. "..."
3. "Because I think I'm pathetic."
1. I'm not doing it just yet because I don't want to. I can start whenever I want.
2. So what if I'm not great at it? It's fine as long as I'm happy.
3. I always had... Those boring thoughts.
4. I thought that a dream was something beautiful and distinct.
5. That's why I didn't realize when it became faint...
1. ...but when I found out that it was outright impossible...
2. ...I knew then that it had disappeared completely. My dream.
3. I thought that it was over the first time I got the injury...
4. ...but that was when it was really over.
1. But life was something that changed no matter what.
2. I organized my things, while still guarding the place that had lost its purpose...
3. "'what is all this? I should throw it all away.'"
6. "'again with the dream...'"
1. I kept having trivial nightmares...
2. ...and when I woke up, I promised myself that I would never make the same mistake of committing myself to something so risky ever again.
3. Then I met you, erae.
4. Funny, isn't it? I stopped having bad dreams.
1. When I came to my senses, I started looking for 100 reasons why we were incompatible.
2. "So then why do you like that person?"
3. "You've only been saying bad things about him."
4. "..."
5. And it didn't take me long to realize that I wanted to stand by your firm words.
1. "Looking into your eyes would make me sad sometimes, but then, it would make me just want to trust you..."
2. "I start wanting to make the same mistake of risking my everything on a slim chance again."
1. "I find myself saying things I didn't mean to say over and over again."
2. "That I can't help it."
3. "I didn't want to tell you about my weaknesses..."
4. "...because I didn't want it to seem like I was running away to you, erae, when everything is so new to you."
5. "..."
6. "I once made a promise with you, doctor..."
7. "Back when I wasn't sure what to make of my feelings."
1. You told me that I didn't have to explain everything.
2. That I just had to say this one thing, and that you didn't need anything else.
3. "I like you."