1. "You act as if no one else exists in your life. I'm here."
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1. "I don't think you're a coward. Don't blame yourself..."
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1. "...for what you can or can't bear."
2. Just might
1. What I can handle...
3. So what is my limit...?
1. I don't know.
1. If I think about the men I've dated so far...
2. It was easy to go out with them,
1. I always knew what to do for sure.
2. It was always the same, almost as if you were reading a manual.
1. I thought this is what love looked like...
1. Open
1. ...!
2. "Bokyung..."
1. "......"
2. At the time I wasn't aware, but now I know.
1. Even if I tried to deny it, I couldn't say that I ever truly "Loved" those men.
1. I wish I could have realized it before, that way I could have known what my limit was.
1. I feel like I've wasted my life.
1. All these years.. I've lived with this shallow vanity...
1. I regret it now.
2. For being such a superficial person, I ended up hurting her in a cruel way...
1. "...tell me what to do..."
2. "...!!"
1. How am I so pathetic?!
2. How can I expect someone else to do it in my place?
1. Wake up, min doyeon!!
2. How long are you going to let others decide about your life?!
1. I have to do it.
2. "Huff"
3. "Huff"
1. I have to do it now.
1. No matter what my decision is, I'm responsible for it.
1. The professor wanted me to accomplish "My own work".
1. "What do you think?"
1. I really didn't know what to paint...
1. "......"
2. "You can paint whatever you want!"
1. My dream was to become an artist.
1. I thought that I could only paint what they told me to paint...
1. The truth is, I was never able to paint something...
1. ...that I could call mine.
1. "It's not true..."
2. "I think this is the best painting of all."
1. My mother asked me why I was sticking to something that wasn't working.
1. She told me that if I couldn't become a famous artist, I'd better leave this and and I'll get married.
1. I had no confidence in myself... So I gave up.
2. "Don't you think it's a pity you left?"
1. "Haa~ hahaha"
1. Hey beautiful people, lynn here some of you know me as jinn but I've changed my name to lynn I mainly work as an updater in the yuri world but for the first time I decided to try to translate due to health reasons, the previous translator can't complete this story so I'm here to do it this is my first time so please forgive me for any mistakes thank you so much ratcrisis for helping with the translation without her it wouldn't work so please check out her instagram ratcrisis/jartzyy see you soon!