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1. Ruthless.

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1. The next month and a half went by annoyingly normal.

1. I was being a huge chicken.

1. I just didn't have

1. The guts to fess up to sera that I had real feelings for her... 2. That I didn't want to

1. That I didn't want to be just a friend to her and I wanted to give a relationship a shot. 2. "Look at"

1. "This, it's hilarious."

1. "Yeah, yeah." 2. But we just

1. Continued being friends, no matter how frustrating it was to me.

1. Maybe it was because I now

1. Because I now knew the truth about her... 2. "Oh my god, look at this kitten, she's so cute. Hahah"

1. ...realizing she was someone I admired so deeply for so long, made me feel intimidated and overwhelmed.

1. Honestly, she was out

1. Of my league. 2. I've been hitting the gym...

1. Gym...

1. And spending hours at the art center... 2. All in an attempt to channel my

1. To channel my frustrations.

1. I was hoping these

1. I was hoping these activities would provide some kind of high to compensate for what's been missing...

1. But lately, even those boosts are hard to come by.

1. I only found enjoyment in the nights when I wasn't working and sera was.

1. Since I found out she was s.corbin, whenever I was free

1. Whenever I was free and she headed to her studio, I went with her.

1. I spent hours watching her tutor.

1. "Let's focus on the piece you're working on right now."

1. "Try using softer brush strokes to blend the edges where light"

1. "Meets dark."

1. Her voice was magnificent and comforting, even though she wasn't talking to me.

1. "This technique will give your painting a more realistic and three dimensional feel."

1. "Don't be afraid to experiment a bit, sometimes the best results come from unexpected combinations."

1. Sera and I still hung out before and after our classes...

1. ....and she would come over to study a couple of times a week.

1. I would make her lunch on our short day together...

1. ...and sometimes I would even make dinner for all of us, if I wasn't working.

1. "This is totally you when you're sleeping, and you snore so much, hahaha!"

1. We would fool around often times in the afternoons...

1. ...when everyone else was out. 2. "That's not true! I don't snore!!"

1. "Hahahah, I'm joking~"

1. But we hadn't had sex...

1. "Don't get mad at me, I'm sorry~"

1. "Haha, this is not funny. You say this so much, you're making me believe I actually snore!"

1. I think she knew and was counting

1. And was counting the times we went to bed together and had sex...

1. ....because that night at her studio turned out to be the last time.

1. Even though our last night was amazing...

1. ...it left me feeling frustrated and intensified my sexual desire.

1. Part of me missed the old days... 2. When I could just hook up with

1. Some random human being... 2. And then go back to enjoying my life.

1. But ever since sera, I just

1. Sera, I just couldn't follow through with it... 2. ...and it was incredibly frustrating!

1. "Unnie, you're so hot..."

1. "I wanted this for so long, ever since I met you..."

1. Over the last month, we've been to numerous parties...

1. ....I've met a bunch of new people, including students from the nearby school.

1. It was almost automatic for me to find a bed partner and have fun.

1. "Jimin..."

1. "Bimin..."

1. "Stop!!"

1. "What's wrong?"

1. "Sorry, I... I just need a second."

1. "I just can’t.. I want to be alone now. Please leave." 3. "Did I do"

1. "Did I do something wrong?" 2. "It's not you... I just can't seem to go any further."

1. "I'm sorry."

1. "Alright..."

1. "Gosh, why?!"

1. For some unknown reason, I just couldn't get my body to go any further.

1. I just couldn't go back to how things were before...

1. No matter how hard I tried, it felt like something was holding me back.

1. I couldn't really enjoy myself anymore.

1. "Ugh... I need to smoke.."

1. "Se...sera!"

1. How long had she been here...?