11. There is no meaning to life. Even if there is meaning, it's nothing but expectations that other people force upon us. Or perhaps, we are the ones who rely on other people, thinking that they are the reason why we're alive. Yet truth is, from the day we're born, to the very day we die, everything - expectations, hope, meaning - is made up. Yet, nobody chooses to pop this bubble. That was jiang yuesheng's perspective of life. Strangely enough, he found nothing exciting or interesting. Be it life or death, nothing was enough to make him feel something. Except for his father. His father, a torturer who deserved to go to hell.