1. She's feeling all kinds of embarrassed to face anyone—other people, herself, you name it. She's questioning if her friendship with qu xizhi is even on solid ground anymore.
2. "Jing, let's be real... We're grown-ups, and these kind of things aren't exactly out of the ordinary. They can happen between girls too, you know?"
3. "I get it, you aren't exactly well-versed in this territory, but if no one had interrupted us just now, we might've been..."