1. Please allow me to convey these feelings to you.
2. I'm sorry,
3. But if I told you, you might spend your entire life yearning for me, never able to escape the shadow of my death. So, I've never spoken those words.
4. At the end of this letter, I have some selfish requests.
5. However, if you won't forget about me, I would be happy.
6. You must become happy, and live on until you become an old granny.
7. Don't let my death lead you to a downward spiral.