1. My own empty existence, born from nothing but Gilles' desires...
2. The emptiness I feel when I'm with you...
3. How much it hurts me to reach for something far beyond me...
4. This endless struggle trying to approach you...
5. So I want to forget about all of it, but you...
6. It ticks me off, it's irritating, I hate it and I don't want to think about it anymore.
7. And how even though I shouldn't feel anything,
8. and even though you make me suffer,
9. I'm drawn to you more and more.