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1. It's been years since I've seen her.

1. I didn't think I ever would.

1. The beer slips from

1. Slips from my hand..

1. It's cold.

1. The droplets scatter... And for a moment, they look like rain.

1. The last time it rained like that, I was seventeen..

1. Finally... My last year.

1. Just a few more months, and I'll be out of here.

1. I'll apply for journalism at university, the same one as gyuri unnie.

1. I can't wait to go to school with her again.

1. She keeps sending me photos and videos of campus life...

1. Cherry blossoms.. Coffee cups.. A dog sleeping in the library.

1. It's like she's trying to lure me there on purpose.

1. But everything looks brighter and more fun there.

1. She says university life feels like "A reset button."

1. I don't know if that's true, but

1. Everything makes me more excited about it.

1. I want to believe that once I leave this place, I'll finally stop feeling... Stuck.

1. Stuck in this city that keeps reminding me of things I don't want to remember.

1. I lost everything

1. Everything here.

1. Where the nights still bring back the

1. Bring back the same dreams and fears.

1. I just want to start over in seoul, breathe different air, live like someone new.

1. "Did you hear"

1. "Did you hear that she rejected that popular guy from class 2 again?"

1. "No way. Seriously? He's, like, one of the best-looking guys in school."

1. "I know, right?"

1. "I know, right? What do guys even see in her? She's not that pretty." 2. "Yeah. I mean, I don't get the hype. She barely talks, always acts"

1. "Like she's better than everyone."

1. "I'm sorry, but I'm not interested in dating right now."

1. "Exactly. I think she's kind of a pick-me, you know?"

1. "Pretending to be all quiet and mysterious so guys chase her."

1. "Totally. She's probably doing the same thing with the teachers too."

1. "For several years..."

1. "She always gets the highest scores... Makes me wonder what she does to get them. Lol."

1. "Maybe she's just flirting her way to the top."

1. They talk

1. Like I can't hear them.

1. Maybe they think I don't care, and they're probably right.

1. I used to explain myself,

1. I tried to explain myself, a long time ago, but people only listen when it's gossip.

1. Now I just let them fill in

1. Them fill in the blanks.

1. "I'd hate to be her."

1. "Always pretending to be fine."

1. "She's probably proud of being the tragic type."

1. "Orphan, smart, cold. You know."

1. "Lol hahahah."

1. Orphan. That's why I hate this

1. I really hate this city.

1. This school... This place... They never let me forget.

1. Lunch break.

1. Lunch break. Forty minutes of pretending not to exist.

1. Gyuri unnie would probably drag me outside if she were here.

1. She'd say, "You're wasting your youth, seoji."

1. Maybe she's right.

1. But some days, being invisible feels safer.

1. "She didn't"

1. "She didn't even look at us."

1. "Of course not. She's too good for anyone here."

1. "I'm sorry."

1. It's easier to

1. It's easier to let them believe that.

1. Because if I stop pretending I'm above it, I'll have to admit I'm just... Lonely here.

1. "I miss you, unnie."

1. "I miss you, unnie."

1. The library is always empty during lunch break.

1. Everyone else runs to the cafeteria or the rooftop, but I like it here.

1. It's quiet.

1. "Ahhh..! Hahahah"

1. "Shh- if the teacher finds us again we're so dead."

1. "I told you to hide the lighter, genius"

1. "Genius."

1. "Oh. Someone's already here."

1. "Oh my god- sorry! We"

1. "Sorry! We didn't mean to just barge in like that!"

1. "Yeah, sorry for the sudden invasion."

1. "We're kinda hiding from a teacher right now."

1. "She caught us smoking behind the gym. Total disaster."

1. "Monster!"

1. "We had nowhere"

1. "We had nowhere else to go, so... You're now our hideout hahahaha."

1. "Anyway, don't mind us. We'll be quiet. Probably."

1. "...."

1. "Wow... She's really ignoring us." 2. "Are we invisible or"

1. "Invisible or something?"

1. "Guess so hahaha."

1. Perfect. Just what I needed.

1. A room full

1. A room full of noise disguised as people.

1. "Wait, isn't that the top student from class b?"

1. "The orphan one?"

1. "The orphan one? Oh my god, she's really here studying during lunch."

1. "Did you hear?"

1. "And I heard she's really popular among guys, too." 2. "What? Seriously? She looks way too stiff for that, hahahaha."

1. "You can stay, we don't bite."

1. "...."

1. "Must be nice, huh? Being the perfect girl."

1. "Perfect grades, perfect posture, perfect everything."

1. "Everything."

1. It's always the same.

1. "If you're done guessing, you can use the table. I'm leaving anyway."

1. I'm so full of this shit.

1. "Touchy, aren't we?"

1. "You dropped this."

1. "You can keep it if you're curious."

1. "I'm not."

1. "Yes, you are."

1. "You stink of nicotine."

1. It was my final year of high school, the year I met my ex, yujin.

1. "Damn, she's sharp."

1. "Sharp."

1. A real bad influence for me.

1. "Guess she's not as boring as she looks." 2. "Not boring"

1. "Not boring at all."

1. The kind who makes destruction feel like freedom.

1. ...like freedom. 2. That was the beginning of seoji.